Flaw Vs. Talent

Salaam everybody. How's the day treating you guys? I just hope that everything goes very well okay?:) Yeah, today, I want to talk about something kinda serious, err not so serious actually, but a bit away from the things that I usually posted in my blog, something related to the human nature, or truth is human fact, that nobody can change that, because like common saying that we've been heard so many times, NOBODY'S PERFECT.

Actually, what I am about to tell, is something that happened today, to me and my friends. I just didn't understand, why some people are acting so weird, although they are living in a community, they are actually supposed to mingle and try to fit the environment of society, not to condemn and act like the society which belong to all, is actually theirs only, not anyone else. I'm guessing that, you are still not understand my point, right? hehe, well, to make thing easier, let me straight to the point. The society actually refers to the hostel while some people , refer to the students, who live in the hostel, who happen to be part of my friends indeed. Some people that I've mentioned earlier are mad, over a noisy sound (referring to the people chit-chatting while waking along the hostel's rooms) just outside their rooms, which their responses were like, making 'ssshhhh' sound as if, WE WERE ALL IN THE LIBRARY. Oh, come on! You was making 'sshhhh' sound at the evening around 5.30 p.m which was usually, the time students got back from hospital posting, and usually the time WE ( including) wanted to go out to play! Not like you, staying in your room, sleeping. It's actually acceptable, if the noises come out during the night, in which maybe you want to study but since it was IN THE EVENING, it is so irrelevant! This was not the first time. It had happened so many times, before, but I just shut my mouth up, just trying to be nice, but since it happened again, I can't  tolerate more. I really feel like knocking her door, telling her, to stop sleeping in the evening, or if you are really that desperate to sleep, do that, without shouting back at us, who are just passing by your room, to play, or to get back to our room after the hospital posting. And this group of ladies have some kind of disturbing attitude during the class, that's why I was so crossing them or mean word, ANNOYED because of their 'shhhh' act. Their attitude in class was so so relevant if we were trying to be mad. Shouting, laughing out loud while the lecturer was teaching in front was so immature. Come on, if you are' that mature 'to make the 'shhh' sound, think back about your attitude in class, don't you think that lecturer might be offended? These people really get my nerves. Cannot tolerate anymore.

Second situation: Not my situation, but my friend's. She was trying to make a conversation with somebody about something that require the help from that somebody, and this somebody happens to be one of the high committee member, good at sports, beautiful and good in academics. But, surprisingly, her response was like, 'so not good!' She made an unpleasant response, like, 'what the hell you want from me???" My friend was like, errr it's okay, she then made her move, away from her, pissing off a bit, she really didn't expect her response was like that, since she is one of the person who hold people's respect. That's so weird right? Why don't you say something nice, people will label you as good person, you will be prayed, and you will have that advantages in barakah. Hmm.

That were the two situation. Reflecting back about the topic, nobody is perfect, manusia itu tidak sempurna, then I try to think positive. Although you think that you are too perfect for everything, just remember, in between the perfectness, there lies the flaws that you may not even realized. And I believe that I do have flaws, and I'm sorry for all the unnoticed flaws. =)

free medical-check up

Salam. How's everybody? I'm back again. Yeah, not so long actually, since the last time I blogged. Today was the last day of my 8- hours driving classes and it has come to the end. Suprisingly, tomorrow, I am going to have 'Driving Pre-test' which is conducted just before the JPJ test, to evaluate whether you have reach to a level that, you can sit for the JPJ test before obtaining the true car license. I am a bit nervous actually, even I have practised it so many times, well it is just normal actually but yeah, still I can't eliminate the feeling from me now. It just happened. I've told Bam about this, then he suggested that I just stayed calm, because let's say if I am fated to be failed, then just repeat the test, no need to worry much. Actually, he was right, why thinking so hard, because, it wouldn't change anything, once fail, you have two, three, four and infinity's opportunities to re-do the test. What you just need to do is just, prepare for the money then take the exam, that's it not more than that. It's not that I pray that I fail, it's just better to think of the worst. What I pray now is, I hope everything goes well, for the pre test and also the true JPJ test later, which I am not sure about the date yet. Good luck, Nurul Fitrilina. :)

Anyway, just to let you know, I just came back from the free medical check-up done in my college, specifically at the Dental Building, which is the tallest building in the MMMC. I've checked my weight, height, BMI, blood pressure and also the glucose level.

• weight: 52 kg
• height: 167 cm, old time I checked was 165cm. I've grown up?;p
• BMI: calculate it by yourself if you care but I guess you don't. :D
• Blood pressure: 116/ 68 mm Hg
• Glucose level: 5.7 mmol/L

 They were all normal. Then, I was counselled by the senior medical student, and there were few advices that he gave.

• go for exercises, at least 3 times a week in a duration of 30 minutes each, which I have stopped doing it for the past 2 months. 

• Go and check for the CVD screening when I have time at the nearest KK( Klinik Kesihatan). Well, CVD stands for cardiovascular disease.

• He noticed a slight pallor on my palms and lower palpebral conjunctiva. Maybe this is results from the blood donation that day. ( Owh, forget to mention, I donated blood that day and my blood type is B+ve. Weeewit. ;p)

• That's all. 

Yeah, and that's all. Let's study for commed. Good luck:)

moulds. you! :D

It's already 12.20 in the midnight. Okay, now again, I wasted my night. and this is because of that damn moulds stucked on my white-white walls. Actually, I did realized about the presence of that moulds back then, when I came back to my room after one week of holidays. And that moulds were there because of the cold temperature of my room due to the aircond which was still turned on after I left my room. The humidity of the room plus, the absence of sunlight into my room triggered the moulds to form their colonies. Okay, you are too bad, moulds! :S. I have tried so hard to remove it by using 'kain buruk' but then it was just hopeless, they just remained there. Then, I suddenly thought about using an eraser to remove the moulds, yeah I know it sounds pretty weird, but that's how I got the idea at the very first place. I tried to rub the eraser against the wall, and it seemed to be working! Told ya, my idea wasn't that bad after all. The view is better than before, even not all of the moulds that I can get rid of. Just let the remaining moulds remain there, and I'm gonna chase you out from my room very soon! Padan muka!

By the way, I have browsed a little bit from mr google to find out ways on how to get rid of the moulds from the walls. And these are the few suggestions:

this is the simplest way. okay, not bad, can try this one.

I don't have this. So, this is thrown away from the list of suggestions.

and this one. Nah. Seems too much to wear like this, not gonna get infected, am I?

this is what will be if I just left the moulds to become populated and produce their offsprings!

Okay, and actually it turns out to be like this. I just use this: ERASER! or in layman term is 'pemadan' or rubber or getah pemadam? Whatever. The most important thing is that, it works!;))

never mind. I can suggest this to others. :) spare lots of erasers okay! :) you might never know when you gonna use them, hahahaah.

blood-stained vomitus? duh, no la. =)

Vomiting. Vomiting. Vomiting.

It's been a long time since I last remembered that I was so sick, sick in term of having fever kinda stuff. Urghh. The feeling

of vomiting wasn't a pleasure at all, yeah just imagine that you could see the contents coming out from your mouth with

an unpleasant smell. Duh~ Just close your eyes and imagine. T_T.

By the way, tomorrow, I am going to sit for end posting exam, continuation of today's exam.

Today's exam was kinda okay, even I could not read up much about the DSM IV Classifications about different types of

diagnosis in Psychiatry disorder.

Hopefully, tomorrow's exam will be just fine too.
 

Last but not least, GOOD LUCK TO all too. Strive for excellence! Chayok! =))))

Pantai or best known as Beach

Seniors + Juniors.

Pantai. Or in English word is best known as BEACH. Sometimes, people who appreciate nature love to appreciate a beach. Walking by the seaside, listening to the sound of waves crashing and children playing with the sands calm me down, and enough to make me smile for the whole day.

PANTAI PUTERI, not far from MMMC, was our spot for Rehlah together with the seniors yesterday morning. I woke up at 645 a.m preparing to gather in front of the hostel for the departure. It was fun being there. Playing with the sands making the sandcastle was fascinating although it wasn't our group who made the cute and beautiful castle among us all. :)..

Special thanks to all seniors for the invitation. Hopefully ukhwah that we have built remain for the rest of our lives insyaAllah. :)

-Sandcastle. Teheee. Sorry we weren't creative enough to produce super cute castle. :D-

Indah ciptaan Tuhan. Makhluk Allah s.w.t yang tak pernah lekang dari berzikir mengingatiMU. :)

Home sweet home

Salaam.. Hey ya!! Hey hey! Hola! Hello! :D..

Alhamdulillah, finally reached my dearest home sweet home, at last. :) Location will not be mentioned as it is quite clear where I stay all this while. Okay, mention jela jangan mengada.. :P.. TEROI, GUAR CHEMPEDAK, KEDAH, MALAYSIA..
To be specific I reached home last night at 830pm together with my parents and siblings. They has come all the way to KLIA to pick me up.. Hee... Thanks love. ;))..

Yeah, for the first time this Ramadhan, mak, my sistas and me, we cooked together for the buka-puasa-session.. Love it! ;)) We did cooked simple stuffs  but, well it didn't matter, because I freaking miss mak's cooking!

• sayur manis lala
• ikan terubuk( banyak tulang oo) bakar
• sayur sawi
• ikan rebus cicah sambal belacan.. Hee..
• petai bakar.. slurrpp!! :D.. 
• ayam masak merah

Super delicious, super tasty and finger-lickiciousss.. Hee.. :).. To make buka-puasa more memorable, tok and tokwan together with my kuzie, Ecah came to our house and ate together.. =).. Alhamdulillah..

Just want to say some words, maybe this year, we'll be making kuih and cake by our own because well, mak has already bought some ingredients needed to make cakes and kuih.. Maybe we gonna start making tomorrow or the day after!

ABC

Salam all.:) I am here again. I will not talk much, just a few words about what has happened during these few days.

• I have watched Fast 5. It was super superb I shall say. The stunt was great, unbelievable and I love it! ;) I like the main character, so called Dom. OMG, he was so freakingly undeniable hot!!! Burning hot! The way he talked, acted and smiled, ohhh, so sweet and cool. And the best female character goes to the lady who ride the bike, with long hair. She was also hot. :D.

• I tried Ais Kacang or ABC which is made here in Manipal for the first time. Out of 5, I'll give 3 maybe. Not bad, but still cannot beat the one at Malaysia as always. :)

• My groupmates including me, were scolded by Dr. Kunal Narad, from the department of Pediatrics. :( At first, I felt kind of sad and disappointing, but when I take it from the positive side, if he never scolded us, we never learn. Cool huh?;)

• Again, we are busy with Supremo games. If you guys still remember, I've posted something about, I felt so not into sports anymore, but since too much supports I got and the left-over spirits, I decided to just continue playing. Thanks to the additional characters esp. the main one:)

• I miss HOME. Yeah, I mean this. I suddenly miss mak, abah, ina, wawa, adam and aliff. ;( I supposed to call mak tonight because I have promised her, but since I  got netball practice, I TOTALLY forgot about it. Sorry, ma, I call you tomorrow k. :) Love you always. (^_^)

• I fell down from the bicycle at T M A Pai Hospital. OMG, so embrassing. :( I didn't have pictures of me, on the ground where the bicycle was on my lap, but I've got the pictures before the incident happened. Ngeee~~~;)

That's all for now. Love you always. :)

Ikan te-dap! :)

Hey, salaam. It's 10.03 p.m now in Manipal. What am I doing now? I am online. Youtubing, facebooking, listening to Nur Nilam Sari thousands of time. Tah ap2 je, isn't it? Lol. Actually I am supposed to open Psychiatry book and start studying. Lotsa things to be studied. But here I am, gossiping and chit chatting. :) Well, YES to me because I actually did it. I bunked the afternoon posting at KMC Hospital. Hee. Serves you right. Err, I actually don't know who 'you' refer to. Hee.


Okay, before I start to open my lovely dovey book, here I want to let you guys know. My closest friends, there are 6 of us, err, we convoyed to Malpe Beach, just to taste the fried fish, Fara and Mun always talked about. Hell yes, the taste was awesome! :) Should try it more often. :)

They say, she is my twin. :)

superb! It seriously tasted so good! Aummm! :D:D:D

Moral of the day: Do whatever you want to do to cheer you up, as long as it doesn't hurt others much.

-here i am once again-

Sudah lama tangan ini tidak bergerak menekan papan kekunci laptop acer ini untuk mengupdate blog.Lame reason, busy....Tapi memang busy pun... Busy dengan macam- macam benda. Antaranya benda yang berlaku these few weeks:

• Majlis ORIENTASI BATCH 25. Aku menari hari penutup tu...Lagu combination ASMARADANA, GAGAP, TARIAN JAWA & I WANT NOBODY BUT U. Pecah rekod kott. First time performed menari. Biasanya sketch laaa.... Hee... Btw, it was a nice experience. Credits to my 'menari gang': Fara, Mirae, Ckin, Zaty, Mun, Ina.:)

• Kawan-kawan aku mengalami kemalangan dengan kereta TEMPE. Antaranya, Aliff, Redz dan yang paling teruk sikit Eddie. Radius dengan ulnanya patah. Hmm... Kadang-kadang bukan salah kita..Salah orang tempatan yang bawak kereta ke motor ke auto ke macam 'lollipop'.Btw, 'lollipop' means 'budus'. Fahamlaa yea. Hee..On the same day, housemates aku, Mira dengan Zaty pun mengalami kecelekaaan tapi yang biasa-biasa sahaja. Kemalangan yang agak kelakar. Tidak boleh diceritakan di sini.. Hehehe... Semoga cepat sembuh kawan-kawan.=)
  

• Majlis sambutan HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. Ini paling best.. Walaupun raya kali ini aku beraya dengan teman2 Manipal, tapi ini adalah pengalaman yang paling best and unforgettable. Buat kerja sama2,kecewa sama-sama sebab raya bukan 20/9 seperti yang sepatutnya,hee...tapi still, dengan mereka2 itu, aku HAPPY balik... Thanks kawan2.=) Ohh, plus, ada pengakuan nak di buat. Baju raya yang aku pakai tu, mungkin kali pertama dan terakhir aku pakai.. Hehehe... Serik dah beli baju meriah sangat.. Actually, baju raya aku baju lain.. Kebaya yang aku pakai time hari raya tu saja2 jer buat doolu2... Sekali meriah laa sangat... Hee... tak nak dah laa pakai walaupun aku tahu itu agak membazir.. Hehe.... Maaf! Janji tanak beli dah kain sari meriah2...lalalala....=D

• PBL (Problem Based Learning) baru je abes tadi untuk subject ANATOMY. Ok laa.... Aku explained pasal 'Peritoneal and Visceral Relations of Ovary'. Walaupun PBL kali ini aku tak dapat nak prepare betul-betul.Tapi, keseluruhan, I gave 4 stars.=)

Itu yang sudah berlaku. Yang akan aku hadapi pun ada lagi jugak.Hmm... Paling terdekat adalah:

• ANATOMY CLASS TEST.Whole abdomen, upper limb,histo. Padahal upper limb bukan baca abeh lagi.. Waa..Fighting fi3! =)

• PHYSIOLOGY class test, the same day as Anat test.I can't imagine what will happen to me on the night before. Mungkin kopi akan menjadi sahabat sejati aku.Mungkin juga.X.X

Jadi, apa-apa pun yang berlaku, janganlah kamu give up yea...Hehe...Bagi nasihat pada diri sendiri. Okk readers. Tat's all for now.^_^

kuat.

Kuat.
Kuat.
Dan kuat lagi.
Allah uji orang yang Dia sayang.
Everything happens for a reason.
Moga ada hikmah di sebalik semua ini.
T.T

biskut~sweet buns~

Indahnya ari ini~...

Haish...Fitri mengarut lagi...Memang 'INDAH'...Tadi x smpt nak breakfast...Pastu aku pown bawak biskut g kls...OMG!! Hari ni start kls dgn dissection..Lupa lak..Huh...So what? Does it matter? it does matter la syg ooi...X kan kau nak makan dpan encik2 cadaver itu...huh...okayh... So aku pon amek biskut n kluar dr dissection hall (DH).. Segan la nak makan sorg2 kat luar maka ajaklah Ckin tman..Thanks dear~ hee....X taw napa hari ni pada aku bau cadaver2 tu kuat ssgt..mayb sbb ak baru pas bfast kot...so rasa biskut masih terasa dalam masa yg sama terhidu bau formalin..i'll get used to it...ish...tp seriously takes time kot....ummm.... Ari ni blaja part blakang badan...Actually x smpt blaja pn..sempat dissect je...And for d first lecturer bg group ktorng dissect SENDIRI! Sgtlah happy...n sgt satisfied....=)..But ari ni ak spoiler of d day..hee...not my fault...aku terpotong cket part of muscle..ganas sgt kowt...ehehe....cacat je superficial fascia dye..ngeh3,,,,Dat wuz fun...Pastu da abeh dissection time break ktorg grak g satu stall kot...jual samosa,sweet buns...sgt rmai la cz mmg sdap pn...thanks to farah she managed to get d SWEET BUNS..ngee...n thanks to her jugak dye kasi kat aku satu..lalala...puasnye HATI....n d worst part for today is dat...tetiba ktorng bru prasan yg ESOK ada SDL...physiology...tu pn sbb Mr James ingatkan...seriously suma dlm lecture hall tu x igt pasal neyh...=)..So, tido lmbat cket la mlm nih..CHAIYOK!!!!!! (*_*)