chENTA lollipop

My new novel.kind of.haha..ni chapter one=The freaky black bag..hee... Nti I sambung..hee...

Iana opened her eyes. She fumbled, searching for her watch. “Oh, shit. I’m late.” It was already 8.30 am. She got Anatomy class at 9.00am. Anatomy class by Mr. Frank. Frankly speaking, he was damn strict lecturer that she knew. Indeed. No one could beat him. She made her way to the bathroom, pulling hard a towel written ‘LOLIPOP’, hanging on the rope next to her bed. It was a nice, colourful towel. Pink, purple, red, yellow, white and black. Oh, black! All of sudden, it reminded her to a black bag that she found when she was walking on a lame street alone after she finished her class yesterday. Nothing precious was in there. The only thing that she found was an ‘untouchable’ lollipop. She smiled alone. Maybe the owner of the bag was a little kid who loves to have lollipop. Hee... Iana switched on the hair dryer to dry her hair of course. She had to be as quick as she could so that she won’t be late to the class. She put on a white blouse and a jean that really fit her. She looked nice. “Bravo! No breakfast today honey.” She uttered to herself. Yes, one of the way to lose weight. Hee... Another 5 minutes to go. Chayok!

cayang mereka~

Today.I'm gonna tell ya.bout my family.bout my abah.mak.n all ma lil sis n bros.Yeap.I love them.A lot..If only I can tell them how much I love them n prove to them..Yes i can.First and foremost.Let me told ya guys about my abah.My d only abah.My abah who has teach me a lot of things.Who has given to me those spirit to keep on moving.I love him.A lot.

ABAH~::: MUSTAPA BIN ZAINUL...Abah dlu pnah jd tentera laut.Tyme tu aku pun lum lahir lg.Dia berkhidmat kt Lumut.Somewhere in Perak.Tapi once aku dah lahir, dye berhenti.Tah~.Dia ckp x mau dah jadi tentera.nak blek kedah.tu la yg dy ckp.Hehe,abah2...Once i was born on 31august 1989, he decided to shift bax to Kedah.TO stay bax with tok n tokwan.Aku pernah tnya abah..napa abah pilih nak jd tentera nih? abah ckp saje.suka2..Dy pnah cita dlu.Tok suruh abah apply jd cikgu.Dy pn apply tp bkn keinginan dye la.Bla tem interview org tu tnye sapa suh pilih nak jd cikgu nih? Abah cakap 'mak saya yang suruh. Saya x mau pun'..Haha...terus kna reject jd cikgu,haha.mmg btul la abah.ekeke...bla dah blik kedah, abah tolong tokwan.Jual2 barang2 dapur.mcm bawang,cabai n mcm2 lg lah.bahan makanan mentah.tp bukn ayam ke ikan ke sayur ke..hee..dy jual sampai skarang.dy p pasar malam...siang2 jual brg2 tu smpai skang..hehe...aku taw dye enjoy buat bnda tu..:)...personally, abah nie tenang orgnya...dye bkn jns kalut or sth lyke dat.dy cool je..kadang2 mak pn marah gk dye sbb cool sgt..hehe...aku x ikut cm abah kot..sbb ku bkn jenis kool...lalalala~...dye lahir pada 10/10/1958....abah, nurul syg abh bgt!.....

MAK~::FATIMAH BT HAJI HAMZAH...Mak~Someone dat i lurve d most...Yg perlu ada supaya aku hidup d muka bumi nih...Yang tak pernah putus2 bg smngt kt aku utk terus berjuang...Mak...she is a teacher...cikgu la...cikgu d skhhd....Dye sgt kuat semangat.....nama pn mak kan..keep nagging but it's all for our goods...:0...lol....mak dilahirkan pada 15/01/1964...Aku igt lagi.. Aku pnah patah smngt...slalu sgt...tp dye keep telling that i have to b strong....Mak bkn jenis cool mcm abah.tpi mak jenis spontanious.Dye akan buat keputusan yg spontan tp it brings gud effect...Mak bkn jenis pendiam...heheeh.....ramai ckp muka aku mcm mak...mungkin kot....aku taktaw....ehehe....Mak...asi f u noe...i love u...sgt2!!!!!!!!!!! I'll promise i'll make u more happy than today....i'm sure i will....

INA~:: NURUL FARINA...my lil sis...d first lil sis...wuz born on 5/11/1990.....she's studying at kmpp in short for KOLEJ MATRIKULASI PULAU PINANG...hehe..i love her...org ckp dye nampak mcm kakak compared to me... ye ke? aku pn x taw....dye nih jenis suka berterus terang.....heee....n suka bg smngt..tu yg suka citer paper pn kt dye...i love u!

WAWA~::NURUL NAJWA....adikku yg number 2....wuz born on 10/9/1993..Akan melanjutkan pelajaran ke SMS muar....Best of luck sis....Dye jenis gila2...haha...suka cari pasal...tp kelakar...im gonna mish her a lot.:(

ADAM~::MUHAMMAD ADAM...wuz born on 1/4/1995..yg nih tak taw nak ckp..adik lelaki aku yg sulung..ni jenis suka memberontak...tahla...haha...bkn memberontak cmna....nakal ckit...suka nek moto dgn kawan2 wp mak n abah x bagi...haish...tp hati dye lembut,...:)

ADIK~::MUHAMMAD ALIFF....adik aku paling kecik..bru darjah 5..wuz born on 14/11/1998...aku sgt syg kat dye2~~~ manja nih...heee

Ya Allah...Seriously.... I'm feeling guilty to someone rite now.. He was misunderstood on something...Yes he is.. But i didnt mean that way..SORRY!!!

haish,,,,,

hurm..da lma sudah.tidak update profil.
rumah i x de tenet.tu yg payah skit tuh.hee....ni pon kt cc..urm...
life cti sgt besh~
tp bosal laks..
nak tw tak pe rutin aku ari2..hee....
i will soon list it out...

• bgn pagi solat subuh.heh~kewajipan keyh.h0h0
• tito blek.tak TAHAN nantok..ekeke~
• patu bngun tolong ma kmas umah~
• tgok citer dongeng...smpai kol 3.30..
• patu citer JELITA. jelita cm sayer tak?hehe
• PATU KUAR JLN2..
• ptg men badminton or g kedai dgn adek
• malam tgok tb.bce novel.

itula.most of d routine.bosan x rasanya.bosan giler beb~tpi taper.bla lgi nak spend time dgn pamily terchenta kn.hurm..di saat dan tika ini....kita dah pn nak msuk tahun brui..2009...mcm org len aku pun punya AIM TARGET dan pape la lagi org panggil...nnti aku tulih lgi....ada bnda nak settle nih...chow kwn2..muahksss!!!!!

1234...plan to another plan.heh.:D

Huh.. Apasal tah... Emo semacam ari ni... Nak kata penat takdela sangat...buat scripts je..mybe itu kot yg membuatkan aku cm fenin2.. ye ah...aku mana taw buat scripts..skali ditugaskan utk buat scripts..tibai la...dari pukul sepl0h taw aku buat scripts tu.dah tataw nak ckp cmna.ak mmg kering idea.:D..heh...patu disebabkan scripts itu, aku tidak study langsung ari nih..ajaib tak? padahal..exam ari selasa..cayalah..booleh buat records..bukannya ak jenis budak genius..kalo genius dah sah2 aku tak study pon boleh dapat A..baek.lupakan.skang ni aku ngant00k tahap cipan.ngantuk gilak..nak kata bgun awl tader pon.bgn kol ** gak td,h0h0.heh..nak taw sbb pe bgn lmbt? semalam aku g nengok citer WONDERFUL LIFE. hurm. korea punyer cite la.besh sioot.comel gilak.suka.heee~tp ak x tgok abesh g.tak leyh tgok lg.exam lom abesh la pitwi.ngeee~...biol..tnggal bi0l paper je lg.huh.mmg tak kesabaran.heh.tp kena sabar.lom bca abeh lg kak oi.huish..uih.tetiba tadik kan.aku terpikir sesuatu.terpikir ttg apa patut aku buat cuti neyh~tetiba tringat nak keja.haha.besh oo.dpt duit.aku nak bli byk gile bnda.b4 fly.AMIN. antaranya:

• webcam.aku nak tgok muka mak n abah n adik2.bila fly t.n muka dy.heh..windu oo mereka.
• digicam.huh.ni mmg wajib bon.cz nak amek pic byk2 tem aku kat india t.doakan aku dpt fly kengkawan.:)
• satu fon nokia neh.smart gile ah.tp x igt model apa.t aku surf lg crik model dy.heh.
• koleksi kasut.heh.ni pn bndawajib kot.sbb aku mmg hantu kasut.ngee~tataw sjak bila aku suka gila kasut.sampai dah berapa pasang kasut aku dah bli masa aku kt ktt nih.

itulah.sepeti di atas.menda yang aku nak bli.bila aku ada duit if aku keja.ceh.mcm mak aku bg ja.heh.aku igt lagi mak aku pnah ckp.x m0 bagi aku kja czdy tkut bla dpt duit ak trus eager nk keja.x m0 wut menda len.hoh.mak nurul bkn cmtu la.plz ma..ngeee~hurm.selain itu...ada jugak menda yg aku nak bitaw.bnda yang aku nak buat tem cuti b4 fly.antaranya:

• suwoh mak masukkan tenet kat umah.senang sket.aku nak contact bla fly.contact mak abah.adik2.n dy.heh.
• nak kumpul byk2 novel.n bace.besh oo.novel sgt besh.bley jd addicted seyh.aku suka gila novel hlovate.nak cri lgi la novel dy.*lol*
• nak jaga kazen bwu aku.Aisya Khadija.comel.tak jumpa lagi dy.cz da lama x blik kedah.heee~can't wait to c u my lil kazen.heh.
• nak p utp.nak jumpa membe lama kat sna.hoh.nak tgok blek.tmpat yg aku dok dlm masa 5bulan tu.kejap je.tp byk kenangn.huh.windu!
• nak edit pics.memandangkan aku bru install adobe photoshop kt dlm laptop aku.maka buley la edit pics.nak edit pic mak abah.heh.adik...kwn2...edit pic aku kat iffel tower dgn dy.huh.jiwang beb.ekeke~
• membuka garden bunga.hah.garden umah aku la.x de maknenyer nak jual2 kt owg len.ahaha.
• nak shoping.huish.best bgt.dgn wani n sal n fiza mmg fun gilak.windu ampa lar.heh.:)

itulah.antaranya.byk kan benda aku nak bwt.actually ada lg.tp tak tulih pon.byk sgt mahu tulih.ekeke~...baek la.masanya sudah tiba utk aku study blik.da segar bugar blik nih.hee~t aku update lg.doakan kejayaan exam aku.selasa n khamis nih.tata,tk cre ppl.:D.heh.

=true=

Oh. Lil heart. Stop thinking those stupid problems.it's juz a WASTE keyh~..

Hurm...Already finished 2papers.=STATISTICS & PURE MATHS 3..

What can I say? Stats was not so hard.I could do it well insyaAllah.

But talking bout pure maths 3, yeah.really killing me now. Serious. Dunno y.

What can i do now? hurm.TAWAKAL.dat;'s it..Okeyh~ another 6papers to go

• Chemistry Paper 5
• Physics paper 4
• Chemistry paper 4
• Physics paper 5
• Biology paper 4
• Biology paper 5

Then finish A level. And really hope dat Ican score well in dis A2 exam~>

Bertahan keyh~>.lalala~:) Okeyh~ Stop talking about study. Juz wanna tell ya guys.

I dont noe how to start. Recently i feel kinda lose hope or something. It's not

that I'm giving up. It's about I'm totally sad bcoz of someone.

Not my fault n not his fault either. Yeah. It is really hard to forget d past.

I think so. It's hard to delete all your past memories ayte from ur mind.

Even sometimes we feel like we should start all over again, but the old memory will keep on

haunting us. But i do believe in something. Things will get better.

Becoz i believe in wut he said. N yes. For d second time i believe him.

"I"LL NOT LET PAST MEMORIES HAUNT US AGAIN~I'VE CHANGED!"

that's wut he said to me.after all, i hope it's gonna b true. n TRUE n TRUE=fullstop::

.sweet.memory.will.always.b.in.ma.mind.n heart.:)

Sudah lama kan aku tak mengarang neh..hurm..bukan apa...bz mcm2...dgn a2 yg akan start dis coming 22th...takut la.tp harap2 suma ok lah.taderhal.as long as keep on study k gal.guess wut? since ari khamis aritu, ktt x de air...waaa!!!! sedeyh oo....nak mandi pon tabley.basuh bju lg la tabley....ini sumer sbb paip utama pecah.so yang menjadi mangsa utk sapa2 yang duduk di area sepang.hurm.n kolej kami inilah yang menjadi salah satu mangsanya...h0h0.oryte,tapelah.maybe itu dugaan kot.supaya lebih MENGHARGAI AIR....hurm, before that, nak crita something.yeah.since couple of months ago, hubngan aku n ousmtes aku dgn seorng ousmate ni tidak berapa baek.bcoz of some reasons.dy la..menjauhkan diri dari kitorng.tp evything turned back to normal.bcoz of dare confrontation.it was a good things to do ever since things get bax to normal.sumpah! aku suka gila keadaan mcm sekarang.da x de bad feeling lg.suma okayh.orayte la kn..since exam pon da dkt.baek kita saling memaafi antara satu sama lain.:)..n ada la gak benda laen yg didiscusskan. seriously aku sudah happy balik.sayang korang sumer.percayalah!! walaupun maybe lepas ni kita akan bawak haluan masing2...to b wut we want to b.it's good but a bit hard.to accept d fact to let u guys go.but bcz i love u guys really damn much, i will let u guys go.for our own sake n future..aite? heee~muah3...then the 8 sweet gang da ok blik.heee~ love d moment.love d moment of HARI RAYA CELBR8TION in ktt...sgat suker...things get bax to normal.berasa gembira bangat...:D..guys..sumpah.aku sayang giler korang.x penah aku rasa cmnih taw.korng memang antara penguat semangat aku..sedeh sama2.nangish sama2.hepy sama2..really a sweet memory to me.:)..yeah..mungkin sometime aku ni a bit annoying or a bit malas in kemas2 barang2...haha.( pecah rahsia..:P)tp pecayalah sesungguhny...aku akan cuba berubah.heee...aku akan cuba.sbb pe?sbb aku sayang korng.semalas malas aku, aku still rajin gak tw..tp rajin aku tu datang sebulan la kot.tu pun ckup bertuah.itulah fi3.tp fi3 ni akan cuba berubah.betul3...(+__+)..seperkara lagi...walaupun aku ni suka sangat nyanyi2 time aku dgr mp3 time study ke time aku buat ape pn...walaupun itu sedikit menggangu korng dgn suara 'lunak' aku neh, tabiat ni SORRY bangat! x dapat nak ubah~ da memang fi3 suka nyanyi kot.walaupon suara saling x tumpah mcm katak!! ( haha.mengaku gak akhirnya)..heee~~..itu sahaja aku mahu mengarut.as a conclusion, memang BETUL lagi TEPAT lagi PRECISE lagi ACCURATE aku memang SAYANG korang sumer!! muahh...-love,fi3-

::these are the sweet 8 gal.:)..love ya!!:D


day.fi3.ckin.(+__+)

ada org ckp comel.ahakss..:D..(perasaan mode.)

perasaan macho tp x jadi pon.haha

damn luv dis pics.bukan senang nak amek gamaq dgn mr zaini.ekeke~love physics sir..:)

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Ari ni? mood sangatlah tidak baek.diulang.TIDAK BAEK.

kenapa? ku pun tidak tahu.:(..ku sedeyh.ku takut.ku cuak.

Mcm2 yang kurasa. Ku sudah tidak tahan lagi.

Sudah tidak tahu mhu buat apa.

ouh. Gimme bax my mood...

sedeyh tahap dewa nih! :(((((

abah.luv u!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH....

Yang ke 50.....

moga panjang umur n murah rezki.....:)

nurul syg abah sangat2....

I'll make u happy one DAY!

insyaAllah....Hopefully.....

=SORRY!! no present dis year..lalala~:D

.start.

welcome back to ktt...

new hope.new aim.new glory.

my a2 exam.

goin to start soon....

22/10/08..

hope evything alrite.

on my way to struggle n all out 4 dis.

=]..chaiyok3~

mood.rayer.

mmg pon...waaa!...da x de mood nak bukak bku...hatiku skang da ada kt

umah. fizikal je still kt ktt nih lgi...cmna nih..ishkk3....x bley2....fi3...cmana

pun...kna gak study keyh....jgn malas2....a2 dah nk dekat kan....x mo main2

lagi.... past years pon lom cover kan...tabahkan ati k...lgi 2bulan je A LEVEL

terchenta nih nak abeh...kn2? sebelum tu kna la struggle btol2...kan2???

hee~okayh~semangat...semangat keyh...lalalalaa~...

hurm..neway....ari nih....My lil cat Ah da mati sbb eksiden...waaa!! sedeyh....x smpai

setahun adik dy Boo mati.....:(...tnggal lah anak mereka Ipun dan Ipin

berdua...tanpa ibu dan ayah terchenta di hari raya...

Tenanglah kamu berdua di sana yea....hurm~fi3 akan rindu

ampa sangat2!...:(...

ipun dan ah.:(.fi3 sayang kamoo.