Hlovate.

Hye.

Why people tend to change when the time change?

I just want to clarify one thing.

One quote that I believe till I was young at the age of 10.

"Love is permanent. No matter what. Come hell or high water. It's obviously not seasonal.=)"

heyhoo

Hye. MSP was over. A week ago, thank God it really went well. Alhamdullilah.

And now, either I like it or not, I gotta focus on my study. There is no more excuses in which I can use to avoid studyinggggg... no more okehhh. Adoi, when I think about unis, the heart beats even faster. Sumpah, it is soooo scary u know. As what seniors said, 2nd year exam is 3-times harder than 1st year one and even, you life would be 3-times miserable than the first year. haiihhhhh. I just hope everything went well.
Here are some photos during MSP. =).

Pre- MSP Presentation

Tomorrow, MSP Poster presentation will be held at Counseling Room of Manipal University. After so long we have waited for this, the moment finally come. Actually, to be in the positive side, doing research is so much fun and you can gain a lot of new knowledge. But somehow, thinking that you are going to spend too much time completing the research and the time for you to study will be reduced, MSP is really useless. Aww so harsh if I use the word useless. Okay, to be nice, MSP is kinda troublesome. Really, most of the students agree with it. My group topic is as follows:

" CUPPING THERAPY: A METHOD OF DETOXIFICATION"
I just pray that everything goes well tomorrow for my group and others, too. :)
At least, let it be the great day after struggling too much completing the task.

INSYAALLAH.

....

Oh Ya Allah.

It hurts me so much.

I can't stand it anymore.

I try to think positive but I can't.

I really can't.

blurr thingy

Have you ever thought, being neglected from something at one point.
Haihhh, duh. IDK. Sometimes, there are little things that shouldn't be a big matter, or shouldn't be a strong point to get too sensitive. Okay. Don't misunderstand. I said this to myself, truly to myself. When sometimes I am not included in their conversations, I don't really care and matter much because people used to label me as 'blurrrr' little girl who knows nothing. yeahhh I pretty agree of what they said, but somehow, and in some situations I'm not blurr anymore. I'm not a seven-year-old-girl who just live happily with the chocolate and lollipop each and every day without having a care to the world, I'm NOT that girl. I'm grown up. I'm 21. Officially, 21. Please. at least treat me like an older person who can think well and without having thought in mind that I'm a blurrrrrr gal AGAIN.
oK, ENOUGH. Penat dahhh. :( Btw, I miss 'maya' my scooter so much. I really need her, to go somewhere with her. ALONE. :( Maya come back home please and get well very soon. IMY. =((((

Hangin on, gal.

Fuh.

It's a very free weekend. Free kah? Neways, actually I've got lot of things to be settled, like for example:

* settle my Journalss which are increasing day by day
* check out regarding MSP Poster.
* Studyyinggg.

But, I've done nothing on the last. In fact, I did something which weren't good enuf like:

* chatting n talking non-stop
* movie: Recently watched: Letter to Juliet.
* Eating and eating till I guess I've gained some weight. urghh. pretty cool! =.=

Whatever it is, gotta have d spirit and momentum to start struggling again.
I keep telling myself.
"At the end of this year, Imma have Unis exam. Please set that in mind. Fail? Mintak simpang sangat. :/. Cuak, of coz.

SO, Fit and all her friends, please realise that biggie thing is comin up and don't just waste your time doin something you pretty well know that it is just wasted time.

BEST OF LUCK all. =)

Kecipak

Salam. Yeah, I'm tired. Not only a little but, so much. Really. But, it doesn't matter. Cause I really enjoyed myself today watching Step Up 3D together with my girls. They were superb, fun, beautiful and brilliant. LOL. You guys should thank me for the very cool compliments! Haha.

I love My Kecipaksss a lot. (^_^)

I'm a drug addict. Stay away from me.

Being too good isn't so perfect, and being too bad isn't too terrible.
I don't know, sometimes, the questions are left unanswered. Looking back again to myself, I mean, in the deeper aspect relating to the heart and emotions, not necessarily about the physical thingy, I think I'm not a good one, I guess, and not too bad either. And I wonder how people around me classify myself, either a good-perfect-innocent girl or someone who better termed as, havoc-naughty-complicated-kinda bad girl. I DON'T KNOW.

Being too emo sometimes makes your life too bored, right? Because not all fella can guess that actually you're having some kinds of personal matters in mind as they can't read your mind for sure. So, it's like, " You are exploding inside but no one realises that thing. So pity on you." Haha.

But you know what, thinking of that, I've come into one freaky true statement or maybe a FACT. Don't just bother what you feel too much. Or in better understandings, don't take too much concern to what you feel deep inside 'cz in time, you will gonna heal by yourself, without appealing for others help.

Don't take too seriously of what I mumbling above. It is only a thought. A sudden-tadaaa-thought that comes into my mind. Actually, it's already 1.51am in Manipal, India but I'm still awake because tomorrow is so much heaven, class gonna start at 1030AM. Oh, I love being placed in a Batch A students. hee. One thing I keep repeating to others who keep asking me the same question.

WHICH ONE DO YOU PREFER?
START CLASS EARLY IN THE MORNING AS EARLY AS 8.00 AM OR END THE CLASS AS LATE AS 5.00 PM?

My answer is simple. I'll go for the latter.
Haha. I'm a nocturnal fella. (^_^) Don't be scared, I'm a human being anyway.
LOL. Gotta stop now. SDL Pharmacology is waitin' on some corners.

HYPOLIPIDAEMIC DRUGS AND DRUGS USED IN THE TREATMENT OF SHOCK.

I'm a drug addict. Stay away from me.

Hey, there. I'm coming back.:)

It's been a long time.
And fyi, I've finished my one-month-holiday in lovely Malaysia.
It was GREAT, AWESOME, and MEMORABLE.
Yeah, the feel of goin back after one year was very addictive. Well, now I'm in the third block, which means the university exam is really around the corner, an INCH to reach the corner: to be precise.
And my feelings right now are mixed-up like a blended juice.

I'm SCARED for the exams as too much to be read and studied.
I'm LAZY as I just came back from holidays and actually now I'm still in the mood of holidays, really.
I'm IN LOVE and that is still under a cognitive thinking whether I should write over here or not, but yeah gotcha and I did it. Oi, don't think something else. I'm IN LOVE with the lotsa books on the table. Yeah, thinking that you have left the books for month and now you are trying to get back to it. :)

Have you guys been thinking that how the time goes so fast? It's like what people use to say: PEJAM CELIK PEJAM CELIK and tadaaaa it's done and new biggie things come in front of you, and the cycles continues.

* It's not that Sick Cycle Carousel by LIFEHOUSE. ngeee...

Maybe, after this I might be updated this blog seldom as too much tasks on the lists but I can't really say this because if I feel like telling you guys my daily story, I'll write. And for those who admit as my BLOG-STALKERS( haha) keep on stalking and commenting. I'd love that. LOL.

Okay enough of this.

I miss them so much like so much, really. :'(

Talk-Sick-O-Logy

Hey all! :)

Let's get into the life of 'DEATH'.

Title: Forensic Medicine
Date: 19/08/2010
Time: 9.00 a.m
Duration: 1 hour and 15 minutes ONLY.








These are 6 main topics to be read tonight!!

YeayME!

Best of luck.

P/S: Ohhh, I can't wait to go home! Malaysia here I come, love! : )

Babai Batch 22

To be honest, I am so tired now, errr I mean my brain.

I don't know why, I just finished 2 papers but it was like I've got to sit for 10 papers in a row.

What an exaggeration. T.T. Only 2 papers left, then, here I come MALAY

SIA.

Actually, what I have to do now is open up the book and read, not fbing or listening to musics like what I do now.

It is totally so-not-medstu, kan? Agree with me please. ha ha. DESPERADO. :D

Anyway, just want to thank Kim a.k.a Mustaqim for treating me ice-cream tonight.

Anyway, he is my senior here in Manipal and he's going back to Malaysia the nex

t two days.

This is not only a one month holiday in Malaysia, he and his batch mates are going back forever, I mean they don't have to come to India ever again.

Their two-and-half-year in Manipal has ended. Congratulation guys 'cz you guys made it. Well done! ;)

And not to forger, thanks to Kak Wani, Alifah and all other my Usrah's members cz treating me Chicken Parmazina at SAIBA that day.

*I forgot to say thank-you.teruk kan? lol;p) You guys are the best 'akak usrah'

ever. hee.

( anyway, they both also Kim's batch mates. Do you see the connections here? ahahahaha/;D)

Back to the life of so-called me, I don't pack my things yet. I don't know what to bring back and what shouldn't. but one thing for sure is that, I've to bring back gifts that I bought during the TRAVEL AROUND NORTH INDIA that day for my family. :) hee. sweet kan me? awwww. <3<3<3.>

Oh, I think I want to bring back some notes: block 1 and block 2. I'm nerd! hee.

No, I'm not nerd okehhh it's just that at least you don't feel guilty when you don't study at home, just to calm the heart siket. ngee. Studying while eating some food, I mean Malaysian food in w

hich you have been craving for the past few months are so-can't-wait-even

t! haha. pergh. MANTOP. ;)

Okay, enough.

Here is some wish to all 22 batch members:

Best of luck there in Malacca. Don't cry even if you guys are treated as if you are the stupidest people ever, please don't feel down. They are just testing you *'they' refer to th

e lecturer there. haunted lecturers, seniors said! @_@*. We are goin

g to miss you all. T____T.

the one and only photo with Kim, during raya open house at one of his friend's house at MP Park.

P/s: sorry, akak usrah. ;) I don't have our photo together to be uploaded. :)

Our memory together is kept in the heart always. <3