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Saturday, March 16, 2013


Assalamualaikum. Hye bloggers. And hye readers. It's been a while since I blogged in a free state of mind, no rush and and with no flipping through books in between. Yes, I've got a lot of things to share anyway. So, be ready:)

First and foremost, Alhamdulillah syukur Ya Allah Ya Rabb, I've passed my P2S1 exams and yes, now I am officially a final year medical student. After tears and tears kept on falling, after repeated 'give up' feelings kept on wandering my mind, and after so much doa to The One, HE granted my doa, and I have made it at last. It was not easy, yes it is. I would like to thank The Almighty for this good news, I would like to thank my parents for the dua and continuous supports they have put into, to him, you know who you are who kept on saying motivational words to me to boost me up, who studied with me, and 'wiped' my tears in his own special way, who kept on asking me to be patient and continued the hardest battle, to my siblings who texted me when I was down and prayed for me, thank you. To my beloved circles of best friends who were in the same struggle, who had our food together when it was time , and my friends of jemaah together. :") I'm gonna promise myself to study hard when in final year, as getting towards the end line is getting tougher and tougher. :)

But, to my loves, my other half and my bestest, keep on struggling for the precious second chance. You guys can do it. And to you, I believe you can. I know you gonna make it for the second time. I will be waiting for you, always will and always have.

Currently, I am at home, have to go to the elective at Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah all alone ;( Hope everything will be just fine. :) . May I can learn something there. :). A&E department, here I come! ;)

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Ya Allah, berikan kami berita yg baik bila results keluar ni Ya Allah, berikan aku, dia dan sahabat2 yg lain lulus dgn cemerlang dlm p2s1 tanpa repeat @ supplement. KepadaMu tmpt kami berdoa dan meminta pertolongan... Amin..:(

Sunday, March 10, 2013

A tiring night. Yes it is. You never bother about me? I guess I really have crossed your limit? I am sorry, I need you to know how my heart crushed and how I wanted you to repair it back. But you didnt even try this time. Yes I knew I have crossed the limit. Guess I need to bring myself away from you, don't spoil your mood anymore, leave you in peace. I'll walk away for a while. I'll go. Good luck for the rest of the exam. Assalamualaikum.:')

All alone

If I can't turn to u when I am so stressed up, need some kinds of boost, who else can? Then I will be left alone healing my wounds all alone at the end. All alone.