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Saturday, June 27, 2009

Bila saya sudah okay.:)

hari ini....nak mengarut dalam bahasa terchenta.Bahasa Melayu.Bahasa Malaysia pon boleh.Kenapa nak mengarut?Ntahlaa..:)..sy gembira hari ini.sy rasa tenang.saya rasa sejuk.saya rasa relieved.err...lega la maksudnya.Bukan sebab apa2..Mungkin sebab cuaca yang agak menenangkan.hmm...Cuaca sejuk.Best.Hujan renyai2 tak lebat.Memang pada sesetengah orang akan menggalakkan tidur tp pada aku, aku lagi semangat.:)).tahlaa.cmana nak cakap.kesimpulannya sangat suka cuaca ni.Alhamdullilah setelah minggu yang busy hari ini, aku dapat bercuti..heee..:)..tp tak leh la cuti sangat.Ada anat test minggu depan.Harus struggle lagi.Hari ini beberapa perkara telah terjadi.Perkara baik.
  • Ina register kat tempat baru.Sambung belajar setelah bercuti selama berbulan-bulan.Di Universiti Sains Malaysia.Cikgu-to-be.Sains Pendidikan.Best of luck Dear Sis.:).
  • Syikin dah keluar dari hospital.Welcome bax dear.Kesian dia terpaksa bermalam almost a week kat Kasturba Hospital.Maaf sebab bila turn aku jaga ko, aku tertidoq je.Tido je lebih.ehehe.Jaga diri kamu baik2 yea.Ramai orang risau tentang kamu taw.igt tu.:)..lalala...=)
  • Ohh..ada IYA nya Mesyuarat Agung.Something like dat.Ada input aku bawak balik.Best of luck to new committee.Moga terus sukses menerajui IYA.
Itu sahaja yang berlaku.Tapi saja ja nak bgtaw.:).ohh...lupa.semalam skype lagi dengan mereka.Kebetulan pak tam, mak tam dengan abang Din mai rumah.Nampak muka mereka lagi.Rindu juga mereka.Nampak AISHAH KHADIJA jugak! Cousin yang paling kecik.Dia comel sangat.Rindu.Dah besar sikit dah dia.Tak sabar nak balik bulan 8 ni.Nak picit2 pipi dia.Dan muka.:D.Ramai cakap muka aku dengan dia almost sama masa kecik.Hurm.AKu tak taw.Cuba la compare yea.:).Tapi gambaq baru2 nih, mata dia sangat sepet.Macam abah aku.ehehe.Tak ikut mama dengan abah dia pun.Sorry cik ala n cik ba. Ekeke...:)..mungkin bila dah besa ikut muka mama abah dia.=p...
ini namanya Nurul Fitrilina zaman doolu-doolu.:D



ini pulak Aishah Khadija 3bulan yang lalu.Sekarang dia dah 8 bulan.
Banding tengok dengan muka kak sepupu dia yang kat atas tu.Still thinking whether
both of us has similarities or not..hmm.
(actually gambar di atas kurang sesuai dibandingkan kerana umur yang tidak sama.:p
tapi x kesahla.Tak dak pic Aishah yang baru.-_-)

Ok.Nak bagitaw jugak.Nak bgtaw jugak walaupun benda kecik je pun.ehehe..tadi aku dapat beli transparent kind-of-wrapper untuk buat sebagai board untuk aku conteng2 kat dalam bilik.Bila keboringan.Buat notes pon boleh.:).A4 pn aku beli.(apa2 la fi3 ni, tu pun nak crita.:p)

itu sahaja untuk saat ini.:D

Friday, June 26, 2009

wordless?

Everything happens for a reason.
Everything happens for a reason.
Everything happens for a reason.
3 times which I wish it sticks in my mind.
Today, I'm not soo okay.
It's not because of d lost of phone.
Yeap.Seriously, not because of that.
I'm totally okay now.
Nah.Not 'totally' but getting better I guess.
Thanks to those who keep supporting me.
At least even I lost a phone,
I still have those ppl.
Thanks 4 your caring.
Back to the story,
yes,I'm not ok.
Not ok.Not ok.
And still in my way to find the answers.
So uncomfortable.
So lonely.
So bad.
I'm lost in the centre of those crowds.
Ohoo..Y I have this feeling?
:(...I can't concentrate now.
Haishh..
Fi3.
Fighting! Chaiyok3.
Put aside all those feeling.
Lot of things to be catched up now.
Remember, He will listen to your prays.
=)..
Ya Allah.
I need the strength.
I need the spirit.
I need the confidence.
Yes.
I can build all that very soon.
And I wish.
I hope.
*wordless*



Wednesday, June 24, 2009

kuat.

Kuat.
Kuat.
Dan kuat lagi.
Allah uji orang yang Dia sayang.
Everything happens for a reason.
Moga ada hikmah di sebalik semua ini.
T.T

Monday, June 22, 2009

ditag oleh fara.:)

Apa perasaan anda sekarang?
Perasaan yang sangat bersalah sebab nota embryology VK lom settle.Masa study kat foodcourt tadi tak dapat betul2 focus.T.T

Saya nak makan..?

Saya nak makan masakan mak.durian belakang rumah.tomyam.semua nak makan.=)

Saya tak suka ..?
Tak suka kalo dipaksa melakukan perkara yang sy tak enjoy.

Impian saya?
Byk sgt.Paling nak.Kahwin dgn orang yang sy cri sendiri.honeymoon kat Paris.(berangan.=p).
Menjadi seorang doktor yang berwibawa.Paling penting dapat membahagiakan mak n abah.-_-

Haiwan yg saya tak suka?
Katak.Katak.Katak.kalo kat India ni anjing...grrrr....

Saya harapkan?
Ada perubahan yang positif dalam diri saya.

Jika boleh putarkan masa?
Saya nak jadi saya masa kecik2.masa baby.senang.tak fikir apa2.:)

Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang?
Mungkin dah kahwin.Dah bergelar doktor insyaAllah.Dan yang pastinya saya harap sy tengah berbahagia.:)

Handphone saya adalah sebuah?
Maksudnya? x paham soalan.dah nama pn handphone.Handphone la.:)

Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak?
entahlah.tapi yang sure crush byk gila.ahaha.:))

Saya suka pada?
Saya suka pada?
Pada....Pada...Pada...seseorang? ye ke? tahlaa..krisis identiti.*wink3*=p

Kawan² saya?
Banyak sangat.Dari kecik sampai sekarang.Mereka memahami walaupun kadang2 langit tak selalu cerah.saya syg mereka.:)


Pernah dikhianati?
Honestly speaking, yes.Byk kali kot.Mungkin hati sy ni baik sgt.Cepat percaya..=(

Apa yg anda hendak lakukan terhadap org yg mengkhianati anda?
Tuhan itu satu.Biar Dia yang membalasnya.:)

Senaraikan 6 orang untuk ditag.
ckin.
aimie chan.
safwan atan.
aiza.
naqi.
mun timun.


Sunday, June 21, 2009

ABAH.ABAH.ABAH.



HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO my beloved ABAH.
Thanks abah.Thanks trillion kat ABAH atas segalanya.
I'm proud to be your daughter.
=)
Own syg ABAH sangat..
Own rindu ABAH jugak.
Own nak ABAH happy.
Own nak ABAH bangga dengan Own.
Kalaulah boleh Own balas balik semua jasa ABAH.
Tapi Own taw Own tak mampu nak balas semuanya.
Tapi..
Own boleh buat ABAH bangga dengan Own.
Own akan cuba.
Akan terus cuba.
Thanks lagi kat ABAH.
Atas apa yang ABAH buat dari Own kecik sampai sekarang & sampai bila2 pn.
ABAH tak pernah merungut.
ABAH tak pernah kata "tak".
ABAH cuba jugak buat apa yang Own minta.
Walaupun Own taw kadang2 melampau.:)
Ngee...Sorry.=p
ABAH tak pernah merungut.
Dengan kami 5 beradik.
ABAH nak taw dak..
Own bangga sgt dengan ABAH.
Bangga jadi anak ABAH.
Walaupun malam2 ABAH balik lambat dari berniaga,
ABAH betul tak pernah merungut.
Own terharu kat ABAH.
Walaupun dah 12.00malam kadang-kadang tu,
ABAH tetap pack barang2 ABAH nak berniaga esok.
Bawang,cabai,perkakas2 len.
Kadang-kadang bila Own free, abah mintak tolong Own.
Tapi kadang-kadang Own geram gak kat abah.
Sebab ABAH mintak tolong time Own tengok cerita best.
Teruknya Own kan...Maaf ABAH.Maaf.Maaf.
Betapa time tu Own tak fikir apa yang ABAH dah buat.
Semua pengorbanan ABAH Own tak fikir time tu.
Own taw.Own menyesal.
Bila pagi2 abah tak keluaq berniaga,
ABAH p umah tok.
ABAH pack lagi barang.Mana yang tak settle.
Dan lagi.ABAH tetap tak merungut.
ABAH penat.Own taw.Tapi ABAH tak pernah kata tak.
ABAH. ABAH.
Kadang-kadang,Own dengan adik2 ada buat ABAH marah.
Kami NAKAL sangat.
Maaf ABAH.
Maaf.
=).
Tapi Own dengan adik2 janji.
Janji dengan satu benda.
InsyaAllah,kami akan buat ABAH dengan MAK bangga.
Satu hari nanti.
Amin.
Akhir kata, moga ABAH dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.
Moga ABAH bahagia dan happy selalu.
I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCCCHHH!! -_-

P/S: Nantikan kepulangan Own nanti.Jaga elok2 pokok durian yang baru berbunga kat blakang rumah.Own balik Own nak makan taw! hee....Sayang ABAH.Sayang MAK.and Adik2ku.MUAHH.:)

Saturday, June 20, 2009

I'm boosted up.:)

Today? I juz finished my Physiology class test.
Then suddenly, I was told by Zaty that we were asked to meet Dr Maya Roche because she wanted to talk on something.Just 4 of us.
-Pau,Fara,Zaty and me.-
Hmm..what else if it is not about the Block One exam results...
She maybe wanted to keep motivating us and boosted us up.
That is what I want and what I need.
Seriously,
  • I LOVE MOTIVATIONS!
  • I LOVE ADVICES!
  • I LOVE TO HAVE A BOOSTER TO BOOST ME UP.:)
Ok.Then, before that we went to Mr Venu's cabin to get his signature for HISTO practical.
For the first time, he didn't comment to much on the drawing and he just signed my record book.
ngeeee....so happy.I could make it this time.lalala...=)-This is the mucous salivary gland ok.:).The example of this is sublingual gland-
(waahhhh! sy igt.terharu.:P)

Suddenly, I asked him something...
"Sir, do we need to draw the adipose cells?"
when suddenly my stomach made such a clear and loud sound!!
Ya Allah.So embrassing.=((..waaahaha~
And to be clear, the reason was because I was indeed HUNGRY at d moment and my lovely stomach could not stand even a second. Thank God he didn't say anything.
He just smiled.sarcastically.I guess.
oh.wateva.=).

When everything settled,we went to Dr Maya's cabin.She kept motivating us as what I guessed before. She was admitted in the hospital for some reason and we didn't even realise it! Haha.
What a cruel Mentee am I..Hee..I am sorry Maam.I'm sure next time I'll be alert of all this.:) She boosted us up, kept repeating that we have to struggle for all the blocks and don't take the block exam for granted cz it will help us in future especially in University Exam later.
One sentence that I learnt from her today.

" STUDY HARD TO GAIN KNOWLEDGE AND NOT JUST TO PASS THE EXAM."

Thanks maam.I'll remember this.:).
Then we moved our way to the foodcourt because my stomach needed to be filled with food so that it won't make any strange sound nemore.wahhaa.:p...
tink that's all for now.
=p.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Friends.Thanks.:)

Salam ppl.
Nothing much to be updated.
Nothing much happened lately.
But still I've got new pictures of us.
My girlfriends.My soul.My heart.My everything.(jiwang plak tetiba.*lol*!)
Hurm..talking about friends, what is a friend? Sahabat.Teman.Rakan.Taulan.

A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift.
A frien
d is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

That is basically what friend is..
But, to be purely honest,
those that I have already listed out are juz part of explaination of what friend is.
Still, we have a lot of definition and trust of what friend is.
All those started since we were young..

When we played toys together,
When we played 'masak-masak' together using those fake kitchen and then my father or yours came and shouted at us to go back home cz it was already late...
When u asked me to accompany you to the shop, buying stuff for you mom..
When I cried and you came trying to please me again..

Hmm..that was a friend when we were young and yet, probably we didn't even understand why we need those friends...

The same things again continued when we were at high school...at d hostel specifically
What are friends?

when we studied together to gain success and victory...
when you fell in love on someone but he didn't appreciate then I came to heal u again..
when I had fever and you kept accompanying me day and night...
when suddenly I missed my family and you came, dragging me out of those feeling...

That was the time I started appreciating what is friend for..
Not to be taken for granted...Not to be consoled just when you are sad..

With that, I would like to THANK to all my friends for being by my side.
Sometimes, we might tend to forget to ask our friends how are the doing...
but it doesn't mean we are forgetting them.
Mind might forget but memory remains.
=)...
My ex classmate in MRSM LANGKAWI.-503-

My housmate a.k.a my lalinks.=)


The fabulous 8 cliques.-_-
My classmates in KTT during our A level programme.-_-

*p/s: Those who don't have your photo here doesn't mean u r being neglected.
hee...-_-..Sowe tak dapat cari suma gmbar...=)..still no matter what happen, U guys are always in my heart.-_-


Sunday, June 14, 2009

-life-

On your mark.Ready.Go.

ohhoo.=p..

dun hv notink to b updated.But I juz want to post.

I have new poem.

A poem that helps u to realise that all things are a choice.

I like.I enjoy.And I hope u guys have fun too.

Basically, the title is about LIFE.

Here we go.=)



Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is beauty, admire it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it.

Life is a game, play it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it.

Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

Life is life, fight for it.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Lemahnya~

Haha.What a nice promise ryte dat day before?
Confidently said I'll stop blogging for a while.
But I can't.Hee.
Cz blogging is one of d way I tell wut I feel as if no one wuz there to listen.
Yeap.Wut I wanted to update this time is dat,
LAST NITE, I skyped with my 2 lil sis (Ina and Wawa) and 1 lil bro(Adam).
Aliff wuz not there at that time.He wuz already in d dreamland I guessed.=).

Ina: "Adik,bangun.Kak Own nak skype nih dgn adik.
Aliff: (smbil genyeh2 matanya yang sepet) "Ha? Adik ngantuk.X larat nak bangun."
(tidoq semula)
Ina: "Kak Own,adik x mau bngun dah."

Dat wuz how everything began.Skyping with my siblings wuz d one I waited this all while!
I miss them a lot. But since I wuz bz, and they too...we couldn't make it till suddenly the buzzed me last nite.
Wawa juz came bax from SAMURA since she wuz having 2 weeks holidays.
Adam wuz in d house.Just reached 14years old.Didn't have the chance to go to hostel yet.
Ina jz finished her Matriculation Programme and still waiting for d offer.
ALiff? He's just 11 years old.My very little brother.:)

We wuz chit-chatting,talking about crazy new stuffs,doin crazy actions and took d picture of it.
And then suddenly they said something that really touched me.

Ina,Wawa,Adam: "Kak Own, napa gmbaq latest nmpk cm kurus? X makan ka? Makan la..Ma dgn abah suruh makan.=)

diz wuz d pic~

Me: "huh? kak own makan la..cuma kadang2 x makan sbb x smpt..:)..dgn malas nak turun.
The very FIRST thing that made me touched.
Fine.Then, we talked again and again..
I kept capturing their pictures through the skype.


Their instant actions.weee~=)
From left: Wawa,Adam,Ina.(Aliff wuz not here.)


Their actions that I keep missing till now,
Their voices.
I tried to reminisce d past and still I could hold my tears from being secreted.
I didn't want they saw obviously how I missed them.
Suddenly, I saw they wrote something on a white paper.
They were writing and I kept wondering what was it.
I asked them but they remained silent.
Still..I wuz eagered to know.
After everything was done,
Ina took the paper and put it in front of the web camera
so that I could see better what was that.
I frowned and tried to see it.
It wasn't that clear and she still tried to make it clear for me to see.

oookkkaaaaayyyhhh.
I obviously could see what was written there.
Touched.For the SECOND TIME.Sebak.Terharu.
And to be frank, I could not stand again holding my tears from running down.
Here was what they wrote to me.
Looked simple but it means a lot to me.A lot.


Here it is.They wrote this to me.T.T


I cried.a very LIGHT cry.
Segaaannnn jerrrr....=)
Adam started laughing at me.
Wawa too.
Then followed by Ina.
Suddenly, they said something.

Them: "Kak Own, kami amek pic kak own nangis.Nak tunjuk kat ma dgn abah esok.
Hahhaahaha..(evil laugh from them)
Me: "Appaaaa???? X mo! X mo! malu la...X macho la nanti...wahaha~.SANGAT segan.

It's not because I feel soo "SEGAN" or wut so eva wit ma parents,
I juz don't want them to predict on something.
Something like
  • I am not okay here.
  • I missed them to much till I can't focus on the study.
  • Or, I'm having a kinda big problem to be settled now.
Ma,abah...Honestly it's not that.
Yes, I admit I do miss you guys a lot.
I admit I'm having a problem now.
But still...I can focus on my study..
Don't have to worry to much on me.
I'm still d little Nurul that you know before who is not-so-matured girl
but she can handle everything very well with the help of your supports.
Just have d faith on me..
Pray for my success and surely I'll be ok.
-_-


Hurm...=)..
That was the story.
We ended up the video call when I suddenly remembered that I hadn't prepare
even a thing for the SDL which is done today.
Then, I had to stop the video call.even my heart asked me not to do so.
I had to stop.
=).
Below are the last dialogues with them,

Me: Wawa, fighting2 for your spm.nanti kita skype lagi bila kamu nak balik Samura dah.

Ina,berchenta, berchenta gak.Jangan dok malas2 kat rumah.=)

Adam, jangan lawan cakap ma n abah.Nanti jadi batu kot.(mana dapat teori ni pun aku x taw.=p)


What a nice Kakak kan am I who keep advising my little sistas and bros.Wahaha~.^_^
Tink that's all for now.
To what I promised before,not to blog for the moment,I wish to take back.
Ada orang tak bagi.=)
Plus, I need something to listen to what I'm 'mengaruting'.
(-_0)
Da~~





Wednesday, June 10, 2009

I managed it.

Kept thinking d whole nite.
At last, came out with a simple conclusion.
"LIFE IS FULL OF BARRIERS & OBSTACLES IN BETWEEN".
Get ready and never give up.
Those 2 things that keep making me standing still till now.
And making me stronger after all.-_-
Just got bax from library.
The place where I'm gonna spend d whole nite everyday I guess.
For d sake of studying.amin~
opss.gotta go now.
to ppl out there:I'm well ok now.
Betul.-_-
As wut I keep telling myself,
just CHILLIN'.
hee~.
Maybe after tis, I'll be retiring for a while in blogging.
I wish to focus and concentrate more in what I'm up to now.
To those who keep missing me, just have a visit in this blog and read d previous2 post.
How d story began,
How I managed it,
How I felt throughout d entire time,
How I become what I am now.
(mula dah nak ngarut.ekeke~)
k then, goodbye till now.


With love,
Little Mermaid Who Wish For Something Good Happen Very Soon.=)

Monday, June 8, 2009

-nothing much-


Today,I've got nothing to say.I just clueless.I refer this to someone,simply called as A.It's not that I get mad at A or wut soeva.It's just I'm so disappointed at A.How could A do this to me cz I definitely thought what A said wuz wut that came from d truly heart.But obviously, I'm wrong.Things might never go smoothly as what we expect I guess.Im not totally point to A but for d moment I just can't believe all this.What A said and what A act totally opposite to what the reaction A gave bcoz I expect something good from A's heart.So, one thing that I'm very sure, I will eliminate A slowly cz I have d result.For the sake of ppl around us,it's better to just end up like this.I'll not plead,I'll just remain silence.I will do.If A read this post, I will not say to u in front cz I'll never do.I just hope someday u realised what u have done and at the moment,I'll never turn back again and there's no need to regret.:).Cause I've already experienced this for quite a number, so I'm not so affected by this.Syikin knows well ryte dear? =).And what I can say to ppl out there who read this post, PLEASE be SERIOUS of what u did. You might think it's just a small simple thing but maybe for someone else,it matters a lot. Think and think.


To A:
I'm well ok if you told me earlier cz I can prepare well for the consequences.But since you don't face to face and tell me what u suppose to tell, I assume that you don't have d strength and that makes me more disappointed towards you but nvrmnd.Just a reminder to u.Don't try to do this to other ppl after this.I beg, I hope and I wish.





Yours truly and sincerely,


-fi3chocolate-


Sunday, June 7, 2009

A rainy day.

A whole day with raining like cats and dogs

never stopped us from going to UDUPI to shop for those beatiful sarees and kurtas.

Fi3(me), ckin, mirae, zaty and suddenly Ira were those ppl who joined d trip.

TRIP TO UDUPI DURING HEAVY RAIN.

What a nice title. ahaha~..

Class ended up at 10am.. We made our way to the ICHS juz to meet Venu to get his signature

for the HISTO practical books. He looked soo happy after his marriage.

Yeah..marriage brings happiness right?

Dat's what ppl used to say.

And dat's what I believe till now.:)

VENU.Anatomy lecturer.ppl say he is handsome.

Ppl were wasting their tears

when they got to know that he wuz goin to get married!


Cry? for him? wuz it worth after all?

But for sure I will not cry for him.Ha ha.He's not my type btw.

Okay.Enuf.After we got his signature, immediately we made our way to the foodcourt

to have our 'BRANCH'.

My stomach kept makin the sound(signalling that it needed food.:p)

from d class till we reached Venu's room.

I hope he didn't hear d sound.

Ha ha. I had fried chicken with plain rice.

Dat's wut I could eat at d moment.

To try the food at the MESS mybe next time.

Never have a try even once...But surely one day, I'll do it.

Rains were still there, non-stop.

We got our own umbrellas but to be honest, rains at Manipal are different from Malaysia.

You will still get wet even you have a large colourful umbrella.

"Janji tetap janji."

"UDUPI, juz wait. We gonna be there very soon."

After withdrawing the money, we got the AUTO and asked d so called "BOSS"

to send us to Udupi.I didnt know the exact name of the place where we re goin to shop there.

But for sure, we will be there, spending the money from our adopted 'abah' (JPA).

lalalalala.....

'Shopping.'

A word that brings happiness as well as satisfaction.

Owh, and it also brings about the decline of the money from peak to the origin.

=).

The truth that everyone agrees.

I spent **** rupees and below were the things I bought.

  • 4 sarees for mak, Ina, wawa and Tok
  • 2 kurtas for abah and Adam.
  • None for Adik Aliff at the moment.
(To adik:2nd phase nanti kak Own beli kat adik.Jangan risau! hee)

That's all for now.

I have to continue studying.

It's already 3.11am.

Go3 chaiyok!

-_-








Friday, June 5, 2009

Block One.Moga ada sedikit sinar.

LOCATION: Fudcourt.
I turned to my PINK watch.It was already 4.30pm.

me:Cemana ni mirae? smpt x nak p interact neyh?Tutup kol 5 kan?
mirae:sempat ja.Lagi 30minit kan.X kan kita makan lama sangat kot.
me:Btoi gk kan..hee...
mirae:Geleng2 smbil senyum.=)

I wuz damn NERVOUS right now.
Results already bein pasted up on d board.
It juz depend on us whether to make a move to see d results or juz wait for tomorrow to have a look on it. But, HONESTLY, I couldn't sit well.Kept thinking n thinking.
Speaking about results, I wuz not expecting too much, just at least I can make a LIGHT smile which means at least I pass.
I really hope so.After digesting the EGG MACARONI at d fudcourt, we both made our way to the INTERACT.
It wuz not raining at first.Thank God.
But to our suprise,during the journey, suddenly,
it rained like cats and dogs.not really cats and dogs.
cows and dogs since India is full of these creatures.:))
Fortunately, we did bring our umbrella.
Both of us.
Still, we got wet!
Ya Allah, wuz it an obstacle to c the result?
I kept questioning myself.
Fi3,stop.
When we reached d main entry, first thing we did wuz to rush towards d lift.
OMG.again.It wuz not functioning which means again we had to use the stairs to make our way to the THIRD FLOOR.
Suddenly, it reminded me of our biochemistry lecturer,Miss Vayashri(dunno how to spell her name.wink!=p)
She said something during d class.
"We break down our 1000calories when we use d stairs rather than d lift."
But..........
The calories only can be burned if we continously use the stairs for 1 hour.
Ha ha. Sukanya.One hour.Who the hell gonna do those kind of things without reason?
:)
Orayte.We already at d third floor.
First face to c wuz Arvend.He wuz on d phone talking to someone.
Her mother,I guess by the way he looked.:)
Mirae n me moved a little bit faster towards the board.
Thank God again.
Only roll numbers were written there.
"X dela malu sgt."
I find my roll number.

081303552.

Okay, fi3.Be within the line.My eyes moved from left to right.
From Anatomy, Physiology then finally Biochemistry.
I felt kind of relief there.
Ya Allah.Alhamdullilah.
I passed.I passed for these three subjects although it wuz not so distinction-kind-of-marks.
But..seriously, I have to struggle more for the next block.
For another 3 blocks remaining for d whole first year.

Struggle.More efforts.No give up.


That are the things that I can be sure right now.
Let's BEGIN.
Aja2 fighting!!

(-_-)



What does '2' means?

WAKE ME UP WHEN AUGUST ENDS.

This sounds suit to me.

How I wish to be in ma lovely house during 31 August soon..

But it is just a typical wish.

A wish from a pasrah-redha me.

Come one fi3.

It's juz a birthday.nothing else.

Urmm...

Memang!

It's juz a birthday.

But I'm gonna turn 20 very soon!!

twenty ok.twenty.


Begin with 2......

2 means?

2 means a lot.

2 means:
  • I have to be more matured.
2 means:
  • I've gained more responsibilities.
2 means:
  • I'm getting older.
And d very final is that, 2 means:
  • I'm gonna get married soon.
GET MARRIED? oohhhh....pllllzzzz.....

Ha ha. Neva.No.Neva eva.Not now I mean.

Tak sanggup. Lot of things and stuff to be settled.

Not even another 5 years.

I'm 25 at that time.

But still...Im not ready.

Let ppl say.

I'll be firm with my decision.

I'm still young.Chilin'!!!

=)))

Kalo-jodoh-tak-kemana-thing keep haunting me.

But I'll accept it.

And will never regret it kot.

Will do.

But for sure, mybe I'll get married before I reach 30.

I hope so. Ha ha.

But still.Depends.

Ohh,not to forget.

I'm not agree in family-arrangement kind of marriage.

Yeah rite it will surely bring happiness.

Like my abah n mak,

But still..I wish I can find my Mr Right by myself.

Unless, I can't even find one.

I'll let u guys choose.

I mean, my abah and mak again.

Mak, abah, no offense k.

lalalalala~..

Wallahualam.=)


Monday, June 1, 2009

my new 'abg'

Alhamdullilah.

At last.

Manage to own d lovely so-called new handphone.

My LG COOKIES.

My new 'bf'.

My new 'abg'.

My new 'soulmate'.

My new...urmmm?

apa2 jela..-_-

Muahaha.

Black in colour.

Failed to find brown or gold in colour.

But,still...It's just so smart.lalalala.

(tengok tuan la.haha)

Hmm...From now on,

I've to take care of my phone.

No more chance to "loqlaq2" k kakak.

wakaka..=)))

The phone already has its own 'baju'.

Opps.Forgot to tell.

I bought it at Mangalore.

=)).

Willing to spend almost 2 hours inside d 'lovely-'comfortable'-kinda-thing bus.

Congratz to me.

=p

Hope to use tis phone till i finish studying for another 5 years.

Boleyh ke??=p

Boleyh2!!

Amin.

[posterior view]




[anterior view]

[anterior view together with d 'baju'.]

dat's all from now.

ohh, one last sentence.

"I'm touched if ppl around me appreciate me well,so don't take things for granted"

:)))

daaa~~