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Sunday, October 30, 2011

someone like you~ *unrelated*

It hurts when you wish you can play at least for 5 minutes in the court but it ended up that you didn't get even a chance to do that. :(. I know I am not good enough to play well, but at least, I tried. When this kinda thing happened, seriously, I don't feel like playing for more. Yeah, I am serious. Main suka-suka dalam kolej lagi best. :").. YKWYA told me something which undeniably true.

"experience doesn't always come when u are in the court, even if u only sit on the bench watching the game being played,u r good enuf."

But, I can't continue it anymore. I am sorry my dear.:"(

But, alhamdullilah, after all the things that happened yesterday, I managed to meet my lovely sista, Nurul Najwa Mustapa who came by to Kompleks Sukan, UITM just to see me. Aww.. She's so cute. She came together with her two friends, bringing some spaghetti that she cooked by herself. *rasa macam nak nangis je taw*.. Thanks wawa.. Love u so much!!! =)))).

sayang kamu adik~ :)
Okay, gotta leave now. tonnes of pages are waiting for me to be read. Salam peeps.:)

Friday, October 21, 2011

blood-stained vomitus? duh, no la. =)

Vomiting. Vomiting. Vomiting.

It's been a long time since I last remembered that I was so sick, sick in term of having fever kinda stuff. Urghh. The feeling

of vomiting wasn't a pleasure at all, yeah just imagine that you could see the contents coming out from your mouth with

an unpleasant smell. Duh~ Just close your eyes and imagine. T_T.

By the way, tomorrow, I am going to sit for end posting exam, continuation of today's exam.

Today's exam was kinda okay, even I could not read up much about the DSM IV Classifications about different types of

diagnosis in Psychiatry disorder.

Hopefully, tomorrow's exam will be just fine too.

Last but not least, GOOD LUCK TO all too. Strive for excellence! Chayok! =))))

Tuesday, October 18, 2011



*rolling eyes*

Muchos to be studied.


Monday, October 17, 2011


I miss home. I suddenly do.


Have to wait for 'Hari Raya Haji' to get back home..

Ticket dah beli! Million thanks to Kak Aishah.. =).

Enough movie for the day.


Nice movie, good plot and useful lessons..

Sunday, October 16, 2011


It is raining.



inside. :")

Percaya padaku=)

Damn. Why I love to sleep excessively? =.= Yeah even I opened my eyes, I felt so lazy to  make my way to the bathroom and started taking the bath. It was so indescribable. Because I used to know that most of people love to take bath like so much and they sometimes spend about ONE HOUR to bath! Super duper incredible. Well, yeah I do spend about 1 hour in the bath room in case I clean the bathroom or I wash my clothes, not to clean myself for that long. Hee. :D.. Maximum time I usually spend is about 20 minutes. Not too long isn't? I really can't stand the cold water even I do have water heater in the bathroom.

Talking about sleeping, I love love love love sleeping. When I got nothing to do, I prefer sleeping than watching TV or whatsoever. Bila kurun ntah nak berubah. Huhuuu.. Maybe when I get married, these all will change. All of these. :).. I have to wake up early in the morning, prepare the breakfast for the family and wake them up. Awww.. To make things even sweeter, while in the kitchen, you are helped by your lovely hubby to prepare the breakfast. laalala~ stop dreaming for now. =p..

If you ever realize, I have wrote something on CEKELAT on the left side.

"I wish all these become true soon enuf..(+_+)."

One of it is, I wish to be a late sleeper but a morning person. I am learning to do that. =)

By the way, recognise this background song? "PERCAYA PADAKU". 

There are meaning behind the lyrics of the song. To instill the strength in my heart and YOU too for another 2 years approx. InsyaAllah.. 

 Have a good day peeps. Ttyl. Salam.



End posting.


Hey. Been bz. So first of all, sorry to all. =)..

Next week I'm gonna sit for end posting exam which includes both clinicals and MCQs..

Hopefully, everything goes smooth and well. Nervousness.. =.=.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Forgive me.

Forgive me if once upon a time I caused the bleed in your heart
Forgive me if those days I disappointed you with what I've done
I used to keep reminded that 'people make mistakes'
From no one else but you
I am impressed with your patience from the day one we've known each other
Talking about those mere mistakes,
They are not small, indeed they are quite large
Enough to make a very long scar
But, you are too good to me
You said, you forgave me and offered me a hug if we were close enough by distance
And that was when the tears dropped down my cheeks
How calm you were back then and tried to cheer me up because of my guilt
My dear, this is a promise from a small heart of mine
I'll treat those mistakes as lessons
I'll bury those wrongdoings in the thick soil
Because those mistakes grow us up
Those mistakes are the good teachers to improve the life
From this moment, have my words
I'll take care of your heart like I take care of mine
I'll feed it with loves and cares like a mother cares a baby
I'll never make you bleed anymore like the past hurt you
Past is the past
Present and future are what matter the most
Seeing you happy with a curve of smile on your face enlighten my day
Keep smiling and be strong to face any obstacles in front of you
Because I will always be there for you love
Either during bright or gloomy days of yours
I'll sit right next to your heart and heal it
Just so you know,

WARONG KAP like I don't know how much to explain..


*Please give this to the right one, the one that owns my heart those days, now and forever. Bersabarlah kerana banyak yang indah bakal tiba insyaAllah.. Amin. :)*

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Pantai or best known as Beach

Seniors + Juniors.

Pantai. Or in English word is best known as BEACH. Sometimes, people who appreciate nature love to appreciate a beach. Walking by the seaside, listening to the sound of waves crashing and children playing with the sands calm me down, and enough to make me smile for the whole day.

PANTAI PUTERI, not far from MMMC, was our spot for Rehlah together with the seniors yesterday morning. I woke up at 645 a.m preparing to gather in front of the hostel for the departure. It was fun being there. Playing with the sands making the sandcastle was fascinating although it wasn't our group who made the cute and beautiful castle among us all. :)..

Special thanks to all seniors for the invitation. Hopefully ukhwah that we have built remain for the rest of our lives insyaAllah. :)

-Sandcastle. Teheee. Sorry we weren't creative enough to produce super cute castle. :D-

Indah ciptaan Tuhan. Makhluk Allah s.w.t yang tak pernah lekang dari berzikir mengingatiMU. :)

Friday, October 7, 2011


Maybe at this moment,

we have to pretend that we don't know each other.

It surely will hurt, but that's how things go.

Hopefully we are strong enough to face this.


Thursday, October 6, 2011

Notice the picture above.

Note the difference.

I made it. :).

Now it stands up like those days.


Nobody dies of hard work. :)

Hey there. Salam. How ya all? Doing good? Feeling good? Well, I've started my posting. Have met four patients with different psychiatric diagnosis. Anyway, as far as I remember, I have promised u guys to show u all the look of my room after being cleaned and arranged. The thing is that, I didn't have time to capture the pictures. So sorrryyyy guys for that. :(.. Hopefully I can make it this weekend. Just wait n see okeyh.:)

Talking about studying, actually a lot of things linger in my mind. At this point of time, I honestly want to tell you guys that life at Melaka is really challenging with the challenging exams await us all. I just want to quote back what the lecturer did tell us. "Nobody dies of hard work." Now I am trying to be stronger and raise my spirits because of the quote. It works. :) Why don't you have a try on it?;) And please don't reply me back like this: "Surely all the dead couldn't tell us because they already dead. " haha. Well, one friend of mine said that to me. Quite correct but to make things easier take it from the positive side. Chayok! :)

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Boxes are all safe!

Salam all. :).. Heyhoo. It's finally weekend! Duh. At last, the orientation ended very well. Just to let you guys know, the class is going to start on this coming Monday and the first posting of mine is PSYCHIATRY. Yeah, not much things to be done, cz some seniors labelled this posting as relaxed one. I don't really know what 'relaxed' means to them.=.=.

Just want to update something to you guys, well my 9 boxes from Manipal has safely arrived to Malacca. Yeay! Alhamdullilah. So I suppose to clean and arrange the things back and unpack the boxes but till then I'm kinda lazy to arrange them for now. Maybe a little later I guess. :). Thanks to Mr. Panjang and Mr. You-Know-Who-You-Are for your help. ;))
condition of the room before the right arrangement-

So, for the condition of my room after the cleaning will be updated later! haha, wait and keep updating my blog. :)..
Here are some silly yet ugly pictures of us, trying new kind of hijab. :)

Haha~ Solehah team. nasyid not hip hop okay! ;)

Don't say any words. I know I look so spherical.  T_T