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Saturday, February 20, 2010


They say,
Love is blind,
Because you can't see any wrongs when u are in love
Because you simply accept the imperfections of your soulmate with the whole heart
Because you will still be smiling when things sometimes went wrong.

They say,
Love is a gift,
You gain it when you are too lucky,
You feel it when your time has come,
You appreciate it days and night.

They still say,
Love is built unintentionally,
You blink and blink but, it still come,
You refuse and object but, it feels your heart,
You ignore and put it aside, but it controls the mind.

They keep saying,
This is love.
Love and to be loved is undecided,
Love fills the empty soul,
Love keeps you stronger when you lost the faith.
Love is something.:)

Friday, February 19, 2010

thanks for the day loves.:)

Date: February 18th 2010
First Location: Manipal, India.

Salam. Hey ppl. (:. Tadaaa~ It's the time to have fun. Woke up on teeeetttt a.m( hihi. don't have to mention here.:D), Ajayian made our way to foodcourt to have our breakfast before the journey began. Journey to Udupi to shop with KECIPAKsss! Weee~ At first, we decided to have a breakfast at Charaka( guys usually have their breakfast there), but since I woke up late and some reasons underlie, we cancelled the plan. Foodcourt sudeyh. Huhuhu~ Having plain dosa was so nice in the morning! ;). The price isn't costy, just 16 rupees. Syikin and Zaty bought something from Subway, while Fara brought CHOCOLATEs from home. and Mira, Ina, Mun didn't buy anything. Tapaw je.=) Done with the breakfast. We finally parked our scooters near the Ice Land to take the bus to go to Udupi. Sangat jimat! only Rs5.:)

Second location: Udupi.

Shoppingg time. Specific place: Big Bazaar. We searched for the things required during the journey to North. :D. and I, bought something, which was actually not in the list.=D. but, still there were things that pretty crucial. heee~ Here are some pictures of what I bought this morning.:)

::yeaaaay! I love this part. 50% off. Without thinking, I just grabbed it. Yeay2, belang-belang. Suka-suka.^_^::

Third location: Malpe Beach and Saint Mary Island.

Finished shoppping. We went back home and after performing the Asar, 7 of us convoi to Malpe using 4 scooters: Maya, Som, Weng-Weng and no-name ( Fara punyer scooter. haha). It was a great experience! Sayang korang muchoooo! From Malpe beach, we took the boat to reach the Saint Mary Island. Below were some pictures. :D
:: view at Saint Mary Island::

:: my loves. kecipak minus fitri:::)

:: it calms me down, sometimes.(:::

::view during sunset is the best! ::

And now, that completes our day. I wish to make an announcement here.

Nurul Fitrilina sangat sayangkan kecipaksss. Thanks, loves for the lovely, memorable day.

Location: Ajay Arcade.

uddenly, ma messaged me.

online skype dak?

I replied back saying yes. Hee. She misses me. Same goes to abah. Rindu sungguh anak dia sorang ni. ;D. Ma, abah, if only you know how I miss you both a lot! huuuu~
I took some pictures during skyping with them. Both their picture. At least, the pictures heals my misses towards 'em. Ma kept advising me to take good care of myself during the tour. Yes, I will ma. Abah kept asking regarding the food I'm going to eat for that whole 3 weeks. Don't have so much worry abah, lots of halal restaurant there. Boys have been there first time before and they surely know which place is safest to have our food. Free diarrhoea, free cholera. :)
:: abah and ma. loves u both a lot!::

and now, it's 3.22am in the morning and surprisingly I'm still awake and why? cz I slept for 4 hours since 9 pm just now. @_@. I'm awake and updating this blog. But somehow, my feeling is mixed up. Results might be released tomorrow. C.U.A.K. :( hanya Tuhan yang tahu. Moga, segala usaha selama ini terbalas. PadaMu aku berserah Ya Tuhan.T.T

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

the ending of something but the beginning of other something.

Hey ppl. Salam to all. Exam's over and good for that. For almost a month I had a dreamless sleep, tachycardia, and even unintentional tremor, this big event has ended: University Exams. Right on this date:February, 17th 2010. Outcome? Still waiting for the results. All in all, to be brief, the theory papers were quite hard and sometimes confusing. You had to be confident in answering and completing all the questions. Regarding the practical papers, most of them were easy kot. but, as usual, I was a bit careless and simply lost the marks which I suppose to score. Just let by gone be by gone. I just pray for the best now. I wish I pass all the subjects, same goes to all my friends out there after those struggling days together for a year. Suitable word for now: TAWAKAL.

Ending of the University exams mean the holidays begin. A month holiday. :D. But, to my surprise and even my family's surprise, I don't go back home. Yeah, they were all surprised when I first told them.( This sooo unmaturedddd girl ever on Earth tak balik Malaysia cuti nieee? huuuu.... perubahhaann!) This is the dialogue that is kept repeated. Hee~ I've grown up, ma. I don't cry abah. :) Already 20 kowt, tak kan tak nak berubah! heee~ =)

And the ending of University exams mean, the journey will be about to begin. touring whole India for about 3 weeks. and one advice for that: GOOD LUCK.;)

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Sekadar Coretan Biasa~

Ingin ku tegaskan di sini, hasil nukilan kali ini tiada kena mengena yang hidup ataupun yang telah tiada. Mungkin, sedikit kata-kata bakal menimbulkan persoalan yang tidak enak, namun, anggaplah ianya sekadar coretan biasa.:)

Kenapa kau tak pernah faham,
Betapa hati ini terlalu merinduimu,
Betapa mata ini ingin menatap wajahmu,
Betapa bibir ini ingin sekali tersenyum lagi.
Namun, kau tak pernah mengerti
Kau anggap aku hanya berpura-pura
Kau anggap ini hanyalah permainan hati
Dan kau percaya bahawa yang berlaku hanyalah suatu kebetulan
Sampai hati engkau~
Dan lagi, aku dibiarkan kosong.

Mungkin aku sudah terbiasa,
Rembesan air mata ini sudah acap kali menjadi teman malam
Walau ingin sekali aku hindari.
Oh, si kaum Adam,
andai kalian mengerti betapa hati ini rapuh,
Betapa lemahnya aku di dalam
Kenapa harus ujian ini diberikan bertubi-tubi?
Sedang aku cuba menggapai saat indah dahulu

Mungkinkah ada dosa yang tidak aku sedari?
Mungkin juakah ujian ini sekadar untuk mematangkan aku?
Aku juga tidak pasti apakah yang tersirat
Cuma, mohonku Ya Tuhan,
Kau berikanlah kekuatan supaya aku terus bertahan,
Pada duri-duri dugaan yang kian hari kian galak menguji
Kerana aku percaya pada sesuatu,
Ada hikmah atas apa yang terjadi.
Itulah tunjang yang membuat aku kembali tegak berdiri,
Walau kadang-kadang kutahu dan agak pasti,
Jambatan kesabaran itu sudah rapuh ditelan masa.

Friday, February 12, 2010

they are the reasons I'm strong like superwoman~

Laid down on my bed.
Everything mixes up now.
I have to bear for another 6 months before I can go back to the place where I belong~
It's all about the matter of worth or not you spend 17k to go back home from this so-called-lovely India to Malaysia for just 1 weeks++.
The offer has ended, serves me right then, making up decision on the last minute.:(
But, it's okay, it's kinda another one more test for me to be strong and to be matured enuf as I will be 21 this coming August and obtain the liberty. Ohh, LIBERTY.

Rindu mereka ini.

++from left:adam,aliff,abah,mama,wawa++

++from left:ina,aliff,mama,wawa,abah++

I am standing now because of you guys. Thanks a lot.:)

Thursday, February 11, 2010


and now go to study fitrilina.
sudah lah bermain-main. :)

And when Chocolate got his new suit..=p

And now, Chocolate says thanks to me.

Thanks for changing new clothes to me, thanks for updating me. I've waited for you for so long.:).

And now, I'm just exaggerating. Wehhhooooo~
Having rest for a night from studying is just a great relief to me,cause to my surprise, I've already spent about 4 weeks studying all day long.

Here was the schedule.

Woke up at 830am ( Subuh bangun la dulu yea.:)), and made my way to the washroom, get ready to go to the lovely library for the group discussion with my roomie, Zaty Nadzrin.

Went back to room at 5.30pm, performed Asar, get ready again to go to the second 'home' for self study esp. Physiology at 730pm. Study week for University Exams was so tiring but Alhamdullilah, I enjoyed myself with the studying.:).
http://www.emocutez.com Heee~ this girl~ comelll sangat, which makes myself to put her right here, let she accompanies lonely Mr Chocolate when I'm not there to treat him. Kikiki~
Cari punya cari punya cari, finally I found this layout. It's simple but it really resembles Mr Chocolate.:) And thanks for the smile Mr Chocolate.
Apart from him, I have another hero, hahahahaha!
Here he is~

Nama nya Obot. Obot is my new companion. Hehehe~ He urged me to study when I was getting sleepy. hahaha~ ini pon species comel! sukak! kui2...;).
Ini sahaja untuk hari ini. Mahu tidor sudah, tidor ataupun layan movie sket sebelom struggle balik esok~ heee. Berjuang kawan-kawan! ^_^

Wednesday, February 10, 2010


at last, after a year I've been waiting, and now you come dear.
Sounds simple and cool.
But, you don't know what lies ahead.
You don't know what might happen to you soon.
Just wish and wish things will go smoothly.
Ohoo, let me emphasize again.
Only done with the theory paper, practical? NOT YET BEGIN.
Whatever happens will happen and no one can stop in the middle.
Just pray for the best, you'll be better.
Struggle till the last drop of sweat.
Fighting! ^_^