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Monday, February 28, 2011

Pizza Corner and Us. :)

Salam all!:):):):) We meet again! Yeah, this time I meet you with a wide big smile and I guess you already know the reasons, don't you? Hee. Ok, lemmi tell you if you don't have any effing idea about why I smile and smile at the very first place.;) Truth is, my MBBS SECOND YEAR UNIVERSITY EXAM has just ended! OMG, this is what we've waited for since d last 2 months!!! If only you know how miserable the life was, when you gotta wake up early in the morning, had a date with books, books and books, nothing but medical books, to be specific: PHARMAC, PATHO and MICROBE. Alhamdullilah, at last this time has come. But, I really hope that all my friends and I (i.e: Batch 24) will stick as the same batch till we graduate 3 years after this. Hopefully. Allah swt, please listen to our prayers. Amin.:)

Actually there are too many plans that I have decided once the exam is over. Too many. One of the main plan is going back to lovely Malaysia at 2/3/2011 together with my friends and some of my friends are actually too tough and they just decided to stay in Manipal. How cool are they, don't you think? Hihi. They planned to go anywhere that comes into their minds at the specific moment. :)

What I did after the exam was, convoing together to the Superintendent Police Officer to collect the Residential Permit in India and the Leaving Permit, since I am going to leave India for a one month break. After that, I settled my things about the transport that we gonna take from Cochin to Manipal back again when we come back to India. It was actually not settled yet, yeah TEMPE's words could not really be trusted. ughhhhh. But, whatever it is, I gotta e-mail to them again to confirm the status of the tickets. Okay, I hate TEMPE. Seriously. :(

But after that, we made our way to the PIZZA CORNER.OMG, this was so cool, eating pizza after so long! Wee~ ;))) But during the time, I was so sleepy till I slept, but however the pizza was still in the hand. ( sumpah mengantuk nak mati.) Maybe because I only slept for one and half hour the day before, this was so tiring.

Btw, here are some pictas that I have intended to put in in the blog but since I was too busy before, I just keep the intention. Have a look on the pictures.:)

Let's wash the bikes together! Hee( right after theory papers ended)

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

fly me.

Why they don't treat me well?
Once, they said, " You are sweet, beautiful, special," but at the end of the day, they said something totally opposite.
I miss mama, abah, n my sistas brothas. I miss them.
Fly me to them.
Pretty please..... :'(

Monday, February 21, 2011

One In A Million

Currently in love with the song. :)

Awww, so sweet. :) Love the lyrics. Have fun.

Title: One In A Million
By: Ne-Yo

Sunday, February 20, 2011

I'm a misguided ghost.

Title: Misguided Ghosts
By: Paramore.
P/S: The lyrics tell everything. =)
I am going away for a while
But I'll be back don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
And it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

And run from them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact they follow me
And we just go in circles

Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify

Our broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

And run to them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away

And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me

They echo me in circles

You know you are a human, and please do know that Allah loves you. :)

Do you like even bother? You don't, do you?
Mukaddimah of the day.:)

Hey, actually, I feel like writing today, something about the thing that even I don't know how to express, so hard to explain, very COMPLICATED. Sometimes, you know, little things happened and you are too carried away with the fun and joy that surround you, and you lost in the middle, even you know this will bring you to the destruction, and resentfulness at the end of the day. But, you know what, there is still a room for a change. Repenting of what you have done in the past is a good thing to have, because you are still given the chance to revert back to normal. Allah s.w.t loves to forgive His slave, because humans tend to do mistakes, and humans aren't perfect. Reflect back to what we have done, do we realise that, sometimes when we are too happy and too excited about things that bring a lot of joy to us, we tend to forget about Him, totally put Him aside. But, when we are lost in life, we feel sad, and at that time, He comes into our mind. Oh, how cruel is that. But whatever it is, He never leaves us, He is always there, He is there to listen to our prayer. He's the GREATEST.

I'm not a good girl, really. Sometimes, I do something that I know it is not good but, because I am a human, I keep doing the same mistakes. But, at the end of the day, I regret about it too much. :'(
But, at some point I know HE is always there for me, to listen to my prayers. I just gotta regret of what I done, and pray to Him, for the things that I've done. Pray that I will never repeat the same mistakes again. There is still room for a people to change.
One friend of mine said, " Kita diuji dengan macam-macam dugaan, kita digoda dengan macam-macam benda sebab Allah masih sayangkan kita, supaya kita sedar yang apa kita buat ni salah and try berubah and ambil iktibar daripada itu. Learning from a painful way is the best lesson." Thanks. =) But, once you know you've made a mistake, just stop from repeating the same mistakes over again, and try to avoid the same thing. Enough speaking about serious thingy. :) Just now, I skyped with both my parents and my siblings. I was so happy seeing their faces. Oh, miss 'em like so much. :(

Hey, guess what. :) they are my parents, same tak same tak? hehehe. ;)) Most of my friends said that, I look like my mak more, but some said, I am like my abah.. As a conclusion, I am like both of them. Wee~
Okay, that's all for now.

Quote of the day: You never know you love something when it is already gone. ;)

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Fairy-tale house

Hey there! Ngeee... Theory papers were all over! 
Okay, I know the results aren't released yet, but never mind, at least, the burden is over! 
I miss home already. :( Can't wait to go back home.
Hopefully, everything is okay. 
The current mode: SPEECHLESS.

Hey guyss! Hee... Can you see those 3 houses?

Haaaa, lemmi tell ya.. Those are my fairy tale houses, seriously! Heee.. Can't wait to have my own earnings and make a dream housee,,, omg so can't wait!! ;))
Yeah, I love dreaming and I love fairy-tailing.
Okay, dah, enough, nak tidur. Bubyeeeee. Muahhxxxx. XOXO.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

weeewiiiit. :)

heyyy there.:) Salam w.b.t.

Done with three killer papers. One more to go, which is Forensic Medicine on 18th of Feb 2011. =)

Okay, but that's all for theory papers, yet still I have three practical papers coming.

Btw, just now I watched the video made by a guy name Anwar Hadi. Bapak klakar jugak but there are lessons behind. =)

Guess what? Actually there are too much I wanna talk. But, will tell ya'all later. Hee.

Okay, chiowww.

Quote of the day:


Wednesday, February 9, 2011


Sesungguhnya SLIP EXAM dah ambil.

Ya Tuhan, kami cuba setakat mana termampu, selebihnya berserah kepadaMu.

Semoga semua kawan-kawanku dan aku lepas UNIS ini dengan jayanya.