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Friday, May 29, 2009

Kal Ho Na Ho-_-

At last.I managed to finish watching dat movie.



Actually, I've already watched d movie.With my two little sisters.

But I was so long time ago.

Already forgot d storyline.D ending.and even d character's names.

(but at least I remember that my favourite Hero wuz there.=))

Shah Rukh Khan.in short SRK.

Damn in love with him.-_-

D storyline wuz kinda interesting.

But with a sad ending I should say.T_T

The hero and heroin were not together after all.

Since my-hero-to-b(perasan!=p)

a.k.a SRK wuz dead cz of havin some kind of heart complication.

I've wasted my tears this time.*lol*!!=D

Since I watched d movie alone.

Not during d old time when I wuz surrounded by those EGOISTIC kind of feeling in me.-_-

Frankly speaking, for me, this movie gave a lot of lessons.

At least I learnt something kn? =p

  • The love between a mother and a daughter
  • How we should live our live to the fullest
and grateful to Him for giving us the chance to live

in this beautiful world.
  • How I wish someone love me as wut srk did..It wuz just sooo cute of him!=D
Dat's it I could point out.

There might be other lessons.

But overall I give 5 cute little stars to this movie.



go away.plz.i beg u.

sangat sakit....

sakit giler......

ulcer...plz...nak study nih.....:(

jangan la sakit sekarang....

sgt pedih.


go away plz.

pity me.=((

nak makan.....=((

jangan la sakit..





Thursday, May 28, 2009

3 things that make a difference

HELLO, a kind of cute way to greet, honestly from a cute gal.

Wakaka~.I'm goin mad again today.=p.Nothing much to be updated.

Nothing much to nag.Nothing much to share.But still...I need to post on something.

I miss CHOCOLATE already.-_-.Recently, nothing good happened.Nothing bad happened.

LIFE goes on as usual way..

As what I suppose to face,I think. Yeap.I want to share on something.

Something that we might think it is juz a simple thing with simple solution.

Yes, it is.=)

Let's begin to the world of magic unlogical life..


What would you do when you were given a chance to go to an island in a trip...
but suddenly u found yourself alone coz u were lost in d middle of the island with nothing.
But the best part wuz, u got d chance to choose 3 things to bring together with you.
Haha.The point now is that, I keep wondering what are the things might be...

If I were the one who face the situation above, I would surely CHOOSE:
That is me.=)..But how about you guys? Keep thinking
and cracking your head if you guys eager to know too.(+_+)

Wednesday, May 27, 2009



*p/s:this post wuz made unintentionally.=p

Sunday, May 24, 2009

who am I?

Mengarut for 5 to 10 minutes before studying.

New poem.Kind of.

TITLE: Who Am I?

If I were a bird,
I wish to fly away from here..
To some place where I can hide myself...
Where I can dispose all the problems aside..
Where I can be alone and think again who am I..

If I were a peacock,
I wish to be soo beautiful..
To colour my darken life....
To lighten my sorrow...
To be what I am as before...

If I were a butterfly,
I wish to stay below a green leaf..
So that no one notices me...
No one cares for me as I deserve so..

But I'm no one...
Neither a bird,peacock..
Nor a butterfly..
I'm a loser...
LOSER of the day...
And I realise it...
Well aware of it..


Saturday, May 23, 2009

-lagi dan lagi-

Here are the rules:
1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No.
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING but if someone messages or comments on your note and asks, then you HAVE TO answer. If you're tagged, just do the same.

Kissed any one of your facebook friends?

Kissed someone you didn't like?

Slept in until 5 PM?

Fallen asleep at work/school?

Been cheated on?

Held a snake?

Ran a red light?

Been suspended from school?

Been caught having sex?

Written off your car/motorbike in an accident?

Been fired from a job?

Sang karaoke?

Are you a morning person?

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?

Do you eat breakfast?

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?

Kissed in the rain?

Sang in the shower?

Sat on a rooftop?

Kissed someone you shouldn't have?

Been pushed into a pool w/all your clothes?

Broken a bone?

Ever been in a fist fight?

Shaved your head?

Blacked out from drinking?

Played a prank on someone?

Genuinely felt like killing someone?

Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?

Ever killed a school pet?

Been in a band?

Shot a gun?

Tripped on mushrooms?

Donated Blood?

Eaten frogs legs?

Eaten cheesecake?

Still love someone you shouldn't?

Think about the future?

Believe in Love?

Sleep on a certain side of the bed?

Sent an anonymous Valentine card and/or flowers?

Played sports in high school?

Lied to a friend?

Had your heart broken?

Broke someone's heart?

Ever been in love w/a fictional character?

Have regrets?

Do you make your bed everyday?

Have you ever had a crush on your best friend?

aimi tagged me.-_-


2.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:(mother and fathers name)

3.NASCAR NAME:(first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)

4.STAR WARS NAME:(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
FITNUR.(pelik seyh.ahaha)

5.DETECTIVE NAME:(favorite color, favorite animal)
ORANGE KITTEN ( I wonder does tis exist.:p)

6.SOAP OPERA NAME:(middle name, town where you were born)

7.SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)

8.FLY NAME:(first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
NUNA (erk..suddenly remind me of nuna, so-called accidently fren.ngeh3.)

9.ROCK STAR NAME:(pets name, current street name)

10. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)

11.YOUR GANGSTA NAME:(first 3 letters of real name plus "izzle")

12.YOUR GOTH NAME:(black, and the name of one of your pets)

13. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume, fav choc)

14. WIZARD'S NAME: (last 3 letters of mother's name, first 3 letters of current job, first 3 letters of your zodiac sign and last 3 letters of home street's name)
MAHSTUVIRROI? so damn weird.wakaka

15. PIRATE'S NAME: (fav actor last name, your 'pet' name, fav actress last name, add "Captain" at the beginning)
CAPTAIN KHAN IPIN MUKHERJEE( sweet gila nama.=p)

I'm tagging:

1) Aiza
2) Hazirah
3) Safwan
4) Mun
5) Chika

Friday, May 22, 2009

chocolate dapat baju raya.*wink*

Credit to Syikin.

Kerana bantuan Syikin. Chocolate dapat baju baru.

Takdela asyik pakai t-shirt belang2 je all the time...hee....

Syikin. I LOVE u...hee....

Kali nie, Tuan Chocolate nak Chocolate pakai baju scenery plak.

Tepi laut.Comel.Tenang.Cun.(-_-)

Itu sahaja.

Nak cakap sesuatu nih.

Rindu Mak.Rindu Abah.Rindu Ina.Rindu Wawa.Rindu Adam.Rindu Aliff.

Haish. B STRONG! =)

Thursday, May 21, 2009


I dah habes pon FIRST Block exam.hmmm,nak cakap camner yea...I DON'T

expect too much laa. Bergantung la nanti. At least lulus pun dah ok.Sebab

senior2 keep saying first block memang macam tu sbb kite baru nak adapt

dengan cara exam baru..


Subject tader la banyak pown. 3 je kot. Tapi nak belajar tu berlambak-

(Kata-kata orang yang study last minute.cam fitri.Ahaha.=p)

Okaylah, kesimpulannya aku amat berharap aku dapat la senyum sikit bila

tengok RESULTS nanti. At least bole la BOOST UP ckit nanti bila dah masuk

2nd BLOCK which is tomorrow.=). Cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Dah abeh

first block. Dah nak masuk second block dah pun. SERIOUS!! Rasa macam

baru je sampai kat sini. Kat Bumi INDIA ni. Aku harap lepas nih, aku akan

jadi lagi MATURED, RAJIN, NERDY, STRESSLESS and the rest goes on.

"Start from day one."

kayh talking about studying n those stuff, I just want to

update several things that currently happened to me. Kind

of. Or something that happened around me. Jadi, dengar jer

k aku nak melalut. Ngee.


  • Saya nak beli phone baru. InsyaAllah. Nak p Mangalore nanti. Hee. Atas permintaan n cadangan orang ramai, mereka suruh saya beli LG COOKIES. Jadi, akan difikirkan.:)

  • Adik saya dah dapat LISENCE. Waa..Jelesnye dengan dy. Sob3.:(

  • Block 2 akan bermula ESOK. Azam baru. Impian baru.

  • Saya nak abehkan baca Twilight. Atas budi baik Fara meminjamkan buku itu kepadaku. Sayang ko la fara.:)

  • Tetiba nak tengok KAL HO NA HO. Mood jiwang tetiba. Hek3. Dah mintak tolong someone downloadkan. thanks to dat someone.

  • Someone dedicated a song to me entitled GIRLFRIEND by NSYNC. It's a nice song. Thanks. Lagu lama tu. Tapi x pela. huhu.

  • Tetiba teringin nak main THE SIMS. hee.. nak buat family baru. lalala. Ckin, tnggu saya datang bilik kamu eh...Ngee...Terbaekla.=p

  • And last but not least, saya tak suka kalo orang tu suka berkias- kias n suka mencari alasan. Orang yang tak suka straight to d point. (Ada kaitan pape ke? DIA YANG SATU je tahu. Wallahualam.)

Friday, May 15, 2009


It's 11.00am now. I suppose to finish my PHYSIOLOGY practical book now but since I'm juz so bored, I type this first. I don't really want to talk much but I have something to say.
People may say:
  • Time is precious.
  • Lost time is never found again
  • Time is money.
  • Time is gold.
But,after all, I really love this kind of quote about time.

We never realise that time passes until we find it's already ended. Once we discover this, it is

already to late to turn back. It is really obvious when we face the situation in which we have to

make an urgent decision in a limit of time without failure since it's all involved many people.

During the situation, time plays an important role. Do not WASTE your time. It is what people

keep saying but it is what they tend to do. How we want to avoid this thing from happening?

How to utilise your time wisely and usefully? These are parts of questions that keep haunting

people out there including me..left unanswered. Sometimes, I keep wondering why we should

think about the TIME. It will never return back. As it goes, it will go.. But it is what we are up to.

Most of the time, students basically will have the problems regarding the time on how to manage

the time and the right timetable to be followed in order to spend their leisure time in a very

effective way. It is not that all. Sometimes, TIME also plays a crucial role in relationship. You

might think how it is related right? But the fact is that both time and relationship have the link.

For example, if you like someone but you just don't use the time wisely and tell that fellow that

you love him or her, and just let the time passes by, you might regret it some other day if the

other person confess it first.. So, just don't waste you time waiting to find the right time to

confess. Go and tell. It's better if you are rejected now than you'll never get him or her


*What on earth I keep mumbling about time? hehe. Actually I just finished my ANATOMY SPOTTERS. We have 25 stations during the examination and we were given ONLY 1 MINUTE to determine the structure and answer the question at each station.That is why I keep repeating that TIME is DAMN PRECIOUS. **How I wish a minute is actually such a long time..hmmmm....(^_^)

Sunday, May 10, 2009


Date: 09 May 2009

A day of:
  • good deed...blood donation..venue:MPL.:)
  • gediks2 after the end of class.venue:3C lecture hall in INTERACT..

  • Happy
  • excited
  • scared?
  • undefined.
  • felt pain on d distal skin of ring finger
  • suddenly felt uncomfortable
  • could not study for d whole night.damn tired! =(
  • but,I was soo satisfied. First time donating blood.
  • Confirmed my blood group.B+

-ayu x? haha

i wuz cool.:p

fi3 merenung masa depan.:)

ckin yg comel.

Friday, May 8, 2009



kenapa mengantuk?

normal tak kalo mengantuk dalam kelas?

mcmana nak hilangkan mengantuk?

cukup tak tidoq 5-6 jam sehari?

boleh tak nak minu
m dalam kelas?
haishshhh........T_T -ada org cakap apple juice boleh ilangkan ngantuk-=)

sweets.boleh tak nak makan dalam kelas?=p
minum air boleh hilang ngantuk ek? hmmm..

Wednesday, May 6, 2009


popliteal fossa.

back of leg.


fi3,go to study.

she'll ask u that part tomorrow.





Monday, May 4, 2009


Nothing much to be updated..

Today,C-kin already came back from the Camp held at Bangalore.

If she knew how I missed her.:)

Welcome 'home' dear.=p

Owh,one more thing.

Maybe you guys keep wondering

what is d song I put in my blog.

D song that you listen to everytime you read my Chocolate.

Obviously, it is a song by Beyonce.

Yeah,suddenly I become a fan of hers.



Since d song she sang.

"If I Were A Boy."

It was a nice song btw.

Oh,back to this song...

D song that u are listening to now.

A nice song when you feel like want to reminisce back d past.

With your loved ones.

So,have fun guys.=)

BY: Beyonce
Mood: So-So.:)


remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Sunday, May 3, 2009

phone sayang,jangan buat hal k.

something goes wrong tadi.
after maghrib.suddenly i missed ma and abah.
I missed my lil bros n sistas too..
so i've planned to call them.....
Immediately, I took my NOKIA 5300 on d bed, dialing ma's phone number..

"Ma,dengaq dak sora kak own...ello? elllo?"

I couldn't here any sounds...couldn't here ma's voice....
I found out.
It wuz all bcoz of ma phone....=(..

"plzz jangan rosak....pllzz....kalo nak rosak pun tnggu la bln 8 nih...nak bli kat Msia..Owh,phone syg, jgn buat hal k...:("....

A reflex action happened.My cheeks were wet.wet? nangish kah?
hailoh....am i dat childish? juz bcz of d phone, I wasted my tears..
ke sebab laen nih? Apa yg sebab laennya.stop.malas nak pk.
Suddenly, I thought of something.
Dear fi3, u got two phone..juz use d other one.

My heart whispered:
"tapi yang lagi satu tak cun.x boleyh save lagu.x bole amek gmbaq.x dak pun smileys."

The other side of me said:
so what?janji boleyh guna kn..dah cukup bgus.jgn x bersyukur.

fine.Juz use d old phone.
I called ma again.
Abah picked up d phone.

"Hello.Lama nya tak kol.Nurul sihat tak? Abah okay.Aliff dah tidoq.Adam,Wa tengah on9.Ina dok msg...Nak cakap dengan mak?"

Suddenly, I felt sebak...=(..Abah,rindu abah.

Then abah passed d phone to mak.
Ada je benda nak sembang dengan mak.
The crazy stuffs and all those things.
Lots of new things we shared.
Suddenly mak said something..


Ahaha.(Gelak sorang2.=p).Terharu jugak.Anak mak kan..=)
Yeap, few things I told her.Few things she told me.
And I wuz okayh already after d long conversation.

I've got d new spirit again.I've already boosted up again to continue studying.


Owh,accidently found dis pic.while looking bax our photos together.sangat suka pics nih.
When I wuz kecik2 dlu.=)

This picture was taken by my mak cik.After having meals.katanya.=) After happily played with d new toy.*tired*=)

Friday, May 1, 2009



i'm here.omg..damn bored this 4days holidays.study.on9.study.on9.=(..wut else i can do

thou..hmmm..around 4pm suddenly i received a call.It wuz dayah.

dayah :fi3,jom kuar.ko turun maen volley x arini?

fi3 : x ah.nak men dgn sapa?bola pn x de.:(

dayah :lorh,bkn ko masuk ke supremo? practisela.

fi3 :mmg la masuk tp x sure lg tarikh bila.so mls nak practise.apa kata kita g sharada je jln2?

dayah : okai!=)

alright then.promise has been made.i continued finishing d notes.Anatomy notes regarding d hip joint...while listening to d new song.

Please Don't Leave Me by Pink.

It was 5.30pm. I got ready waitin for dayah to call me bax again..."there she is."

We walked together to nowhere.yeap.no where.Hee.. suddenly, I felt like want to go to End

Point.Seriously, it was a sudden decision. She agreed..First, we decided to just walk to go there,

but since both of us didn't have the strength to even walk,(haha) then we took d auto.

Fi3 and Dayah: endpoint,BOSS!!

Boss: (quickly nodded)

As soon as we arrived there, I took out 15rupees from my purse,expecting dat d fare wuz

15rupess as usual..suddenly he said something like this.

Boss: Erm..ma'am..it's 25rupees..since it's quite far..usually we took for 15rupees juz area around college..

Dayah: What? I've already took auto before to come here and he only charged me 15rupees.how come this time you charged me more??? (shocked)

Fi3: Urm,it's okay.take this.(I added another 10rupees.malas nak bertekak.but..****!!)

Then, we walked together.again.chatting.chatting.chatting..urm...didn't even see Malaysian

students jogging or waking here.(study kot.=p)

We crossed d field and took a seat..like a bench at d end of d field..from right there, we could c d

view..view of Manipal..It was nice...:)...i felt like every problems that I think all over d time lately

have gone.already gone.thanks to d view.thanks to d cool breeze...the problems?

hmm...yup..problems that haunt me all this time..:(..how i wish i could share this problem to

someone...eyp,fi3...no emo plz...=)...here r some pictures...from there...:)


i wuz d camerawoman btw.=)