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Sunday, October 31, 2010



Why people tend to change when the time change?

I just want to clarify one thing.

One quote that I believe till I was young at the age of 10.

"Love is permanent. No matter what. Come hell or high water. It's obviously not seasonal.=)"

Wednesday, October 27, 2010


Hye. MSP was over. A week ago, thank God it really went well. Alhamdullilah.

And now, either I like it or not, I gotta focus on my study. There is no more excuses in which I can use to avoid studyinggggg... no more okehhh. Adoi, when I think about unis, the heart beats even faster. Sumpah, it is soooo scary u know. As what seniors said, 2nd year exam is 3-times harder than 1st year one and even, you life would be 3-times miserable than the first year. haiihhhhh. I just hope everything went well.
Here are some photos during MSP. =).

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Pre- MSP Presentation

Tomorrow, MSP Poster presentation will be held at Counseling Room of Manipal University. After so long we have waited for this, the moment finally come. Actually, to be in the positive side, doing research is so much fun and you can gain a lot of new knowledge. But somehow, thinking that you are going to spend too much time completing the research and the time for you to study will be reduced, MSP is really useless. Aww so harsh if I use the word useless. Okay, to be nice, MSP is kinda troublesome. Really, most of the students agree with it. My group topic is as follows:

I just pray that everything goes well tomorrow for my group and others, too. :)
At least, let it be the great day after struggling too much completing the task.


Tuesday, October 19, 2010


Oh Ya Allah.

It hurts me so much.

I can't stand it anymore.

I try to think positive but I can't.

I really can't.

Monday, October 18, 2010

blurr thingy

Have you ever thought, being neglected from something at one point.
Haihhh, duh. IDK. Sometimes, there are little things that shouldn't be a big matter, or shouldn't be a strong point to get too sensitive. Okay. Don't misunderstand. I said this to myself, truly to myself. When sometimes I am not included in their conversations, I don't really care and matter much because people used to label me as 'blurrrr' little girl who knows nothing. yeahhh I pretty agree of what they said, but somehow, and in some situations I'm not blurr anymore. I'm not a seven-year-old-girl who just live happily with the chocolate and lollipop each and every day without having a care to the world, I'm NOT that girl. I'm grown up. I'm 21. Officially, 21. Please. at least treat me like an older person who can think well and without having thought in mind that I'm a blurrrrrr gal AGAIN.
oK, ENOUGH. Penat dahhh. :( Btw, I miss 'maya' my scooter so much. I really need her, to go somewhere with her. ALONE. :( Maya come back home please and get well very soon. IMY. =((((

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Hangin on, gal.


It's a very free weekend. Free kah? Neways, actually I've got lot of things to be settled, like for example:

* settle my Journalss which are increasing day by day
* check out regarding MSP Poster.
* Studyyinggg.

But, I've done nothing on the last. In fact, I did something which weren't good enuf like:

* chatting n talking non-stop
* movie: Recently watched: Letter to Juliet.
* Eating and eating till I guess I've gained some weight. urghh. pretty cool! =.=

Whatever it is, gotta have d spirit and momentum to start struggling again.
I keep telling myself.
"At the end of this year, Imma have Unis exam. Please set that in mind. Fail? Mintak simpang sangat. :/. Cuak, of coz.

SO, Fit and all her friends, please realise that biggie thing is comin up and don't just waste your time doin something you pretty well know that it is just wasted time.

BEST OF LUCK all. =)


Salam. Yeah, I'm tired. Not only a little but, so much. Really. But, it doesn't matter. Cause I really enjoyed myself today watching Step Up 3D together with my girls. They were superb, fun, beautiful and brilliant. LOL. You guys should thank me for the very cool compliments! Haha.

I love My Kecipaksss a lot. (^_^)

Thursday, October 7, 2010

I'm a drug addict. Stay away from me.

Being too good isn't so perfect, and being too bad isn't too terrible.
I don't know, sometimes, the questions are left unanswered. Looking back again to myself, I mean, in the deeper aspect relating to the heart and emotions, not necessarily about the physical thingy, I think I'm not a good one, I guess, and not too bad either. And I wonder how people around me classify myself, either a good-perfect-innocent girl or someone who better termed as, havoc-naughty-complicated-kinda bad girl. I DON'T KNOW.

Being too emo sometimes makes your life too bored, right? Because not all fella can guess that actually you're having some kinds of personal matters in mind as they can't read your mind for sure. So, it's like, " You are exploding inside but no one realises that thing. So pity on you." Haha.

But you know what, thinking of that, I've come into one freaky true statement or maybe a FACT. Don't just bother what you feel too much. Or in better understandings, don't take too much concern to what you feel deep inside 'cz in time, you will gonna heal by yourself, without appealing for others help.

Don't take too seriously of what I mumbling above. It is only a thought. A sudden-tadaaa-thought that comes into my mind. Actually, it's already 1.51am in Manipal, India but I'm still awake because tomorrow is so much heaven, class gonna start at 1030AM. Oh, I love being placed in a Batch A students. hee. One thing I keep repeating to others who keep asking me the same question.


My answer is simple. I'll go for the latter.
Haha. I'm a nocturnal fella. (^_^) Don't be scared, I'm a human being anyway.
LOL. Gotta stop now. SDL Pharmacology is waitin' on some corners.


I'm a drug addict. Stay away from me.