Breaking point

It really hurt me so much. So so much till I couldn't explain that feeling.
It comes slowly to my breaking point. I am breaking at the moment, pieces by pieces fall off.
Won't this is one of our awaiting moments? But why it seems that us become such a burden to you?
Why us makes you apart from us and avoiding us?
Won't we promise to share all good and bad, hurdles and happiness together?
I tried to tell but it seems less interesting to you now I don't know maybe
I feel so much 'far' from you so much

Maybe at this time avoiding is the solution
Or maybe be silent and not to tell is the solution because you never bother to ask anymore it seems

I am sorry if 'us' burdens your life

I AM TRUTHFULLY SORRY.

Yours truly,
A broken piece of heart.

Assalamualaikum all.
Haaa it has been a very long long longggg time since I last updated my blog. Being a doctor and a wife ( now a mother) is really busy and challenging.
Currently  I am in my 4th posting, medical. I was able to be in medical 2 weeks before my maternity leave started. And now I have another a month before coming back to work. Dun wantttttttttt.. :(((

Anyway before further a due, I would like to announce another major life event in my life.

 I AM OFFICIALLY A MOTHER NOW ON 11/5/2015. **clapclapclap**
 I gave birth to a healthy baby boy weighing 3.02 kg via SVD with episiotomy.
Name given: MUHAMMAD FATAH AYYAZ BIN MOHD ALIFF, he is exactly 2 months old today:) his current weight is 5 kg. Hee with exclusive breastfeeding... Grow up healthy and be anak soleh to babah and ibu okayyy ;)

Soooo it means now my responsibilities pile up but no matter what alhamdullilllah I enjoy being a wife and mother so far even sometimes I did feel depressed but however with supports all come bacl to normal.

I guess that is all for now. Will update later. Assalamualaikum...

Ayyaz Day 1 of life.

Day 60 of life