My endless love

Now I know the feeling.
True to what they said.
Once your status has changed, your heart will be as soft and sensitive as cotton.
It's great knowing the fact that you gonna have your own family tree very soon, but my heart aches even worse when knowing that this family tree will soon be changed with 2 extra members.
Yes, it's good n simply best having extra members but afterwards,
 u can no longer act like a child,
doing things like nobody cares,
 because there is someone you should take care of.

To mak, abah and my siblings, for whatever happen after this, I hope we can still have this family picture like this again like always. :)


 from, Me, who misses you guys a lot.

beach and you, inseparable. :)

You know what I miss?

I miss the beach.

I miss sitting at the balcony by the beach,

Watching over sunrise with you

While we are eating scrambled eggs and toasted bread with cup of coffee I've made for you

After Subuh jemaah together in the early morning

Discussing about our future

While I smile at you and you smile at me continuously

Once a while you hold my hands and kiss my cheeks

Nodding to what I've said.

Then, we make a morning walk from end to end of the beach, playing by the seaside

Scribbling our names on the sands,

I love that and I miss that. I said 'miss' although it has never happened before.

Because I want to miss about it everyday.

 I want to make it as our routine later when we have free time.

Escaping from busy life of a doctor, and find a getaway near the beach

With only you. Just you. You know who you are. :)

E- Day :) 24/8/2013

Alhamdulillah selesai semuanya :) Doakan yang terbaik untuk kami k semua :)

Don't be too hard on me,

because I am thoroughly bruised too. 

Langkah itu.

Kenapa begitu laju kau berlari tinggalkan aku di belakang?

Langkah kamu terlalu laju, tak mampu aku menapak.

Jangan berlari tinggalkan aku?

Nafas aku mudah tercunggap cunggap

Hati aku mudah retak

Aku sungguh tidak kuat untuk mengejar

Dan tidak mampu untuk aku panggil

Kerana mungkin terlalu kerap kali kau asyik menungguku

Pada nafas aku yang cepat laju

Pada badan yang cepat lelah

Pada emosi yang cepat diganggu

Andai aku tidak mampu panggil,

Janganlah pandang ke belakang dan mencari aku

Mungkin jiwaku sudah diambil Tuhan

Teruskan langkahmu yang laju

Mungkin ada teman yang seiringan dan sekuatmu di depan barangkali

Tidak seperti aku yang langkahnya payah amat

Aku tidak mampu, tidak mahu hentikan langkahmu lagi,

Aku tiada kekuatan itu.