Sunday, September 8, 2013

You know what hurts me?

You know what hurts me?

It hurts me, knowing that I can't help my parents financially even I need their help,still, as I am still studying.

You know what hurts me?

When I know that they have to sacrifice a lot of things for the beloved children like us.

You know what hurts me?

When they go out to work as early as 6 am for a cent and come back home sometimes late at night, all for the sake of our family. 

You know what hurts me?

When I know they are aging, sometimes they feel tired, their bodies cannot tolerate hard work like they used too.

You know what hurts me?

When I can't do anything but only pray for them, for their good health and rezeki. 

Oh, Mak and abah,

Nurul minta maaf kadang- kadang Nurul ni macam- macam, tak pernah terfikir akan kesusahan mak dan abah lalui untuk membesarkan kami adik beradik.Nurul kadang- kadang pentingkan diri, tak study betul2, padahal itu yang patut Nurul buat. Nurul minta maaf. Ampunkan Nurul. Nurul janji Nurul akan berusaha bersungguh- sungguh lagi 4 bulan untuk menjadi doktor yang berjaya, nak balas jasa mak dengan abah, and nak tolong adik- adik. That what I should do so long ago, as a big sister. :(

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