Ramadhan, welcome home dear;)

Salam.. It's 550a.m in the morning.. I am blogging now while lying comfortably on my bed.. This is what I love about smart phone. You are definitely able to update blog, tweeting, facebooking even you are on your bed and even when u r sleeping(  sorry this isn't true, I mean for the part when you are sleeping. Hee;D).. Well anyway, just so you know now we are all in the month of Syaaban which means Ramadhan is just around the corner. Oh, Ramadhan. So many things I love and miss about Ramadhan, good things of course most of the time. Well, in the month of Ramadhan it is said that Syaitan a.k.a Iblis are prisoned because Allah s.w.t wants us to ibadat to Him very well without Iblis's plan to ruin your Iman. But hey people, you have to remember that you still have your own lust. Yeah, the one that sometimes makes you careless and forgetful about something. So, you need to know how to control your lust so that you can perform good deeds during the month of Ramadhan very well. Talking about doing good deeds, not only for the month of Ramadhan you have to think but nevertheless you have to sustain the good deeds even months, years after that.
In the last and the last Ramadhan, many good memories happened that allowing me to appreciate Ramadhan so much like
- Woke up early in the morning to have sahur together with the whole family. (p/s: usually if I was at the college, I seldom bersahur. Teehee.. Lazy to wake up:p)
-perfomed subuh as early as the azaan just heard. It's good to perform prayer at early prayer times indeed.
-helped my mother in the kitchen to prepare the food for the breaking-fast session. This was cool you know.. Hee.. Smelling the food but you can't really eat it is really quite torturing but the feel is so good because at that time you really appeciate food so much:)
-one forgotten point: when I am fasting, I talk less. So less gossiping and thus less simple sins are done. Yey!!;)
-went to the bazaar ramadhan and purchased delicious food if let's say my mom was so tired to cook.:) I love air tebu! Hee..
- Breaking fast together was so memorable. :')
-Went to the tarawikh and it was actually kind of exercises to me if I was able to perform prayer for 23 rakaats including the witir one:)
-memorable supper with my dad: we usually bought burger as the supper. Bought outside and ate in the lovely home. So cool! I love burger either! Yeah well I love food to be exact. Hee..
That are my good memorable things about Ramadhan. How about you?;-)

What are words.

Salaam. Rainy day today, is it? Yeah, well since I love raining, it does give me comfort and joy. I can play in the rain, cry in the rain so that nobody can see and get wet in the rain because I have to travel from food court to reach Ajay Arcade without raincoat. =.=. Serves me right. Pemalas sangat nak pakai raincoat. Teeheee. ;)).. Watching over the rain makes me smile somehow even before that my heart had this kind of so called crushing pain. Have you heard about it? Let me tell you. It's one kind of a pain in which it hurts you so much without reasons. It is actually more of disappointment and sadness when you think it isn't worth to have this pain because you have to remember that everything happens for a reason. Yeah, I repeat, everything happens for a reason, why I didn't come to class this morning, why A happened and why B occurred. All in sequences I would say. Perfect timing.

Why should I over-disappointed about something that have been explained why A did that, why B said that? It's because I unfortunately own this fragile little heart that simply hurts when things went wrong even they were only simple things. so SIMPLE that I should just let it go. :(

But fortunately I am not that kind who extend the sadness over a long period of time. Now I am okay, not totally but okay. :)

Peace!

:(

Mak, abah, all of sudden I miss you both. I miss you both a lot :(

Aku.

Aku mungkin tak bijak untuk meluahkan,

Aku mungkin juga kerap kali jatuh sedih bila angan-angan aku terbatas,

Kerana aku sedar ada benda aku tak mungkin dapat capai

 Sebab walau terus aku menidakkan, inilah hidup.

Manipal

Salam. Hello there. Alhamdulillah here we are again. We are still breathing by the free air He has given to us. Nevertheless, despite of all these, unfortunately some of us do not seem to appreciate what they have got. They tend to take thing for granted I shall say. We only appreciate it when lost it. :'(

sabar:)

Kerana aku adalah hamba Allah,

Aku tidak sempurna, aku kadang-kadang terkhilaf,

Hati tak senantiasa mulus,

Sering mencari kesalahan orang lain walhal diri masih lagi tidak sempurna,

Aku tahu mungkin ada masa aku terlupa kerana indahnya dunia,

Mungkin juga aku kalah dengan dugaan yang mahu aku bangkit dan tetap dengan pendirian,

Mungkin juga aku terlalu memberi peluang pada si penggoda anak Adam,

Ya Allah, andai aku lalai, ingatkan aku. 

Andai aku alpa, sedarkan aku. 

p/s: ingatan untuk diri sendiri dan orang lain.

yang terus menerus mahu mencari kesalahan orang lain, sedangkan kita masih leka kita mungkin ada kesalahan yang jauh lebih teruk daripada orang yang kita perkatakan. Biar Tuhan yang membalas andai hati terluka pada perbuatan orang lain. Jangan berdendam, sesungguhnya sabar itu lebih baik. :)

Bola itu football. :)

Yesterday was the final supremo football match. The last but not least game we( batch 24) have had here in Manipal. So, good bye End point. Good bye Manipal. Good bye and thanks for the memories. ;)

Yesterday was the final match BATCH 24 vs. BATCH 26. 

Maybe it was not our lucky day., we lost to them 1-0.

Don't worry much, you guys have played very well.

You have played very well, too. =)

End Point, where the battle began

"ultimate victory is a team victory"

Surgery

Just finished surgery's class. I am at home now. I don't really know what to do. Maybe I'll be sleeping. Maybe I'll continue watching Harry Potter or maybe I'll play some games. =.=
*mood: boredom!!'*

Bye Bye Karkala

Today was the last day I posted to Karkala, since I have finished OBG and Paediatrics. Yeah, I am so happy thinking about this since there will be no more long journey after this. No more problematic AC bus and no more bumpy-humpy-bus-because-roads-are-super-terrible. But, to be real honest and at some point, I am kinda feeling sad some more because of so many reasons. The reasons include:

• the lovely ikan goreng with boiled rice even the kedai was so critically ill condition in terms of hygience and the eating place.

this is the lovely ikan goreng with boiled rice. :))))

• the super cool and nice OBG lecturers: Dr. Satisha, his wife Dr. Sujatha and fatherly Dr. Sanjay. :"( P/s: Dr. Sujatha is so hot!! Heeee~ She has a very niceeeeee smileeeeee I can say. *shy shy cat*
• the 15 minutes time before the watch ticked to 1030 a.m because at this point of time, I love to be lazying in the class, sometimes I slept. Hihi. :D:D
• Long journey allows me to sleep so soundly. :(

This is it. No more Karkala. Be good there, Karkala. Even you are only a small, little hospital, but you taught me a lot. :)
Say hello to SURGERY. Hello to Dr. Santosh Pai and hello to Dr. M.G Shenoy. :)

I will be missing you, dear karkala.:(

right in the kedai ikan with the boiled rice on the table. :D, Daun pisang beb. Epik!

Just want to update, currently I am following Harry Potter. I love Ron! He is cool, with cute eyelashes. ;))))))

Drama manusia

Salam. One topic, about the matters of fact, why people love to stalk your life, judge you and tell others about the story of
yours which is NOT TRUE at all? I don't know what's on these people's mind. Talking behind someone's back is actually
what we love to do. I said WE cause sometimes I do the same. But, one thing I am so not okay is, when you talk about
someone's behind his/her back but after that you tend to tell others about that particular someone which is CLEARLY not
true whom you know that these 'others' may reveal the story to the subject back..  Can you imagine how this subject's
feeling would be when others talk about him/her about something that is not true at all. Yeah, maybe it sounds a little
complicated, but this is what I really mean. If I was the subject, I may feel sad either. :'(. Tak nak cakap banyak. People and their dramas. They may look innocent by their innocent looks, but don't be too comfort for that. :)


p/s: New name for my baby. Audry. Welcome to the world, Audry! <3<3<3

Minah di sebelah kiri suka berdrama gak. Tapi bdrama comel. :) Rindu wawa. :( She will be registering to new school, INTEC next week. Good luck dear sis! (^_^)

Andry

Salaam.. Here I am after so many days of disappearance. Not to mention I am busy but it is just that I am so lazy to login and start typing. Yeah with this monsoon season, many things couldn't be done as such. So not much activities to be shared in Cekelat. Heee.. Sorry!! By the way, now since I have this so called Android I can easily blog anywhere.. Maybe after this I will be frequently updating this blog. Just so you know, now I am heavenly lying on someone else's bed to get the wireless connection but actually I am supposed to go posting at Udupi. I am so lazy today. *singing The Lazy Song by Bruno Mars* lalalala~.. Tata!!!

burn

What you can hide, you can hide, because people can't really dig your heart you know, they really can't.

You may seem happy in front of the world, but truth is you suffer in the soul, that is what people love to do.

Let yourself burn inside.

"tidak ada kena mengena yang hidup atau pun yang telah tiada."

Salam and good night, world. :)