haish,,,,,

hurm..da lma sudah.tidak update profil.
rumah i x de tenet.tu yg payah skit tuh.hee....ni pon kt cc..urm...
life cti sgt besh~
tp bosal laks..
nak tw tak pe rutin aku ari2..hee....
i will soon list it out...

• bgn pagi solat subuh.heh~kewajipan keyh.h0h0
• tito blek.tak TAHAN nantok..ekeke~
• patu bngun tolong ma kmas umah~
• tgok citer dongeng...smpai kol 3.30..
• patu citer JELITA. jelita cm sayer tak?hehe
• PATU KUAR JLN2..
• ptg men badminton or g kedai dgn adek
• malam tgok tb.bce novel.

itula.most of d routine.bosan x rasanya.bosan giler beb~tpi taper.bla lgi nak spend time dgn pamily terchenta kn.hurm..di saat dan tika ini....kita dah pn nak msuk tahun brui..2009...mcm org len aku pun punya AIM TARGET dan pape la lagi org panggil...nnti aku tulih lgi....ada bnda nak settle nih...chow kwn2..muahksss!!!!!

1234...plan to another plan.heh.:D

Huh.. Apasal tah... Emo semacam ari ni... Nak kata penat takdela sangat...buat scripts je..mybe itu kot yg membuatkan aku cm fenin2.. ye ah...aku mana taw buat scripts..skali ditugaskan utk buat scripts..tibai la...dari pukul sepl0h taw aku buat scripts tu.dah tataw nak ckp cmna.ak mmg kering idea.:D..heh...patu disebabkan scripts itu, aku tidak study langsung ari nih..ajaib tak? padahal..exam ari selasa..cayalah..booleh buat records..bukannya ak jenis budak genius..kalo genius dah sah2 aku tak study pon boleh dapat A..baek.lupakan.skang ni aku ngant00k tahap cipan.ngantuk gilak..nak kata bgun awl tader pon.bgn kol ** gak td,h0h0.heh..nak taw sbb pe bgn lmbt? semalam aku g nengok citer WONDERFUL LIFE. hurm. korea punyer cite la.besh sioot.comel gilak.suka.heee~tp ak x tgok abesh g.tak leyh tgok lg.exam lom abesh la pitwi.ngeee~...biol..tnggal bi0l paper je lg.huh.mmg tak kesabaran.heh.tp kena sabar.lom bca abeh lg kak oi.huish..uih.tetiba tadik kan.aku terpikir sesuatu.terpikir ttg apa patut aku buat cuti neyh~tetiba tringat nak keja.haha.besh oo.dpt duit.aku nak bli byk gile bnda.b4 fly.AMIN. antaranya:

• webcam.aku nak tgok muka mak n abah n adik2.bila fly t.n muka dy.heh..windu oo mereka.
• digicam.huh.ni mmg wajib bon.cz nak amek pic byk2 tem aku kat india t.doakan aku dpt fly kengkawan.:)
• satu fon nokia neh.smart gile ah.tp x igt model apa.t aku surf lg crik model dy.heh.
• koleksi kasut.heh.ni pn bndawajib kot.sbb aku mmg hantu kasut.ngee~tataw sjak bila aku suka gila kasut.sampai dah berapa pasang kasut aku dah bli masa aku kt ktt nih.

itulah.sepeti di atas.menda yang aku nak bli.bila aku ada duit if aku keja.ceh.mcm mak aku bg ja.heh.aku igt lagi mak aku pnah ckp.x m0 bagi aku kja czdy tkut bla dpt duit ak trus eager nk keja.x m0 wut menda len.hoh.mak nurul bkn cmtu la.plz ma..ngeee~hurm.selain itu...ada jugak menda yg aku nak bitaw.bnda yang aku nak buat tem cuti b4 fly.antaranya:

• suwoh mak masukkan tenet kat umah.senang sket.aku nak contact bla fly.contact mak abah.adik2.n dy.heh.
• nak kumpul byk2 novel.n bace.besh oo.novel sgt besh.bley jd addicted seyh.aku suka gila novel hlovate.nak cri lgi la novel dy.*lol*
• nak jaga kazen bwu aku.Aisya Khadija.comel.tak jumpa lagi dy.cz da lama x blik kedah.heee~can't wait to c u my lil kazen.heh.
• nak p utp.nak jumpa membe lama kat sna.hoh.nak tgok blek.tmpat yg aku dok dlm masa 5bulan tu.kejap je.tp byk kenangn.huh.windu!
• nak edit pics.memandangkan aku bru install adobe photoshop kt dlm laptop aku.maka buley la edit pics.nak edit pic mak abah.heh.adik...kwn2...edit pic aku kat iffel tower dgn dy.huh.jiwang beb.ekeke~
• membuka garden bunga.hah.garden umah aku la.x de maknenyer nak jual2 kt owg len.ahaha.
• nak shoping.huish.best bgt.dgn wani n sal n fiza mmg fun gilak.windu ampa lar.heh.:)

itulah.antaranya.byk kan benda aku nak bwt.actually ada lg.tp tak tulih pon.byk sgt mahu tulih.ekeke~...baek la.masanya sudah tiba utk aku study blik.da segar bugar blik nih.hee~t aku update lg.doakan kejayaan exam aku.selasa n khamis nih.tata,tk cre ppl.:D.heh.

=true=

Oh. Lil heart. Stop thinking those stupid problems.it's juz a WASTE keyh~..

Hurm...Already finished 2papers.=STATISTICS & PURE MATHS 3..

What can I say? Stats was not so hard.I could do it well insyaAllah.

But talking bout pure maths 3, yeah.really killing me now. Serious. Dunno y.

What can i do now? hurm.TAWAKAL.dat;'s it..Okeyh~ another 6papers to go

• Chemistry Paper 5
• Physics paper 4
• Chemistry paper 4
• Physics paper 5
• Biology paper 4
• Biology paper 5

Then finish A level. And really hope dat Ican score well in dis A2 exam~>

Bertahan keyh~>.lalala~:) Okeyh~ Stop talking about study. Juz wanna tell ya guys.

I dont noe how to start. Recently i feel kinda lose hope or something. It's not

that I'm giving up. It's about I'm totally sad bcoz of someone.

Not my fault n not his fault either. Yeah. It is really hard to forget d past.

I think so. It's hard to delete all your past memories ayte from ur mind.

Even sometimes we feel like we should start all over again, but the old memory will keep on

haunting us. But i do believe in something. Things will get better.

Becoz i believe in wut he said. N yes. For d second time i believe him.

"I"LL NOT LET PAST MEMORIES HAUNT US AGAIN~I'VE CHANGED!"

that's wut he said to me.after all, i hope it's gonna b true. n TRUE n TRUE=fullstop::

.sweet.memory.will.always.b.in.ma.mind.n heart.:)

Sudah lama kan aku tak mengarang neh..hurm..bukan apa...bz mcm2...dgn a2 yg akan start dis coming 22th...takut la.tp harap2 suma ok lah.taderhal.as long as keep on study k gal.guess wut? since ari khamis aritu, ktt x de air...waaa!!!! sedeyh oo....nak mandi pon tabley.basuh bju lg la tabley....ini sumer sbb paip utama pecah.so yang menjadi mangsa utk sapa2 yang duduk di area sepang.hurm.n kolej kami inilah yang menjadi salah satu mangsanya...h0h0.oryte,tapelah.maybe itu dugaan kot.supaya lebih MENGHARGAI AIR....hurm, before that, nak crita something.yeah.since couple of months ago, hubngan aku n ousmtes aku dgn seorng ousmate ni tidak berapa baek.bcoz of some reasons.dy la..menjauhkan diri dari kitorng.tp evything turned back to normal.bcoz of dare confrontation.it was a good things to do ever since things get bax to normal.sumpah! aku suka gila keadaan mcm sekarang.da x de bad feeling lg.suma okayh.orayte la kn..since exam pon da dkt.baek kita saling memaafi antara satu sama lain.:)..n ada la gak benda laen yg didiscusskan. seriously aku sudah happy balik.sayang korang sumer.percayalah!! walaupun maybe lepas ni kita akan bawak haluan masing2...to b wut we want to b.it's good but a bit hard.to accept d fact to let u guys go.but bcz i love u guys really damn much, i will let u guys go.for our own sake n future..aite? heee~muah3...then the 8 sweet gang da ok blik.heee~ love d moment.love d moment of HARI RAYA CELBR8TION in ktt...sgat suker...things get bax to normal.berasa gembira bangat...:D..guys..sumpah.aku sayang giler korang.x penah aku rasa cmnih taw.korng memang antara penguat semangat aku..sedeh sama2.nangish sama2.hepy sama2..really a sweet memory to me.:)..yeah..mungkin sometime aku ni a bit annoying or a bit malas in kemas2 barang2...haha.( pecah rahsia..:P)tp pecayalah sesungguhny...aku akan cuba berubah.heee...aku akan cuba.sbb pe?sbb aku sayang korng.semalas malas aku, aku still rajin gak tw..tp rajin aku tu datang sebulan la kot.tu pun ckup bertuah.itulah fi3.tp fi3 ni akan cuba berubah.betul3...(+__+)..seperkara lagi...walaupun aku ni suka sangat nyanyi2 time aku dgr mp3 time study ke time aku buat ape pn...walaupun itu sedikit menggangu korng dgn suara 'lunak' aku neh, tabiat ni SORRY bangat! x dapat nak ubah~ da memang fi3 suka nyanyi kot.walaupon suara saling x tumpah mcm katak!! ( haha.mengaku gak akhirnya)..heee~~..itu sahaja aku mahu mengarut.as a conclusion, memang BETUL lagi TEPAT lagi PRECISE lagi ACCURATE aku memang SAYANG korang sumer!! muahh...-love,fi3-

::these are the sweet 8 gal.:)..love ya!!:D


day.fi3.ckin.(+__+)

ada org ckp comel.ahakss..:D..(perasaan mode.)

perasaan macho tp x jadi pon.haha

damn luv dis pics.bukan senang nak amek gamaq dgn mr zaini.ekeke~love physics sir..:)

.untitled.

Ari ni? mood sangatlah tidak baek.diulang.TIDAK BAEK.

kenapa? ku pun tidak tahu.:(..ku sedeyh.ku takut.ku cuak.

Mcm2 yang kurasa. Ku sudah tidak tahan lagi.

Sudah tidak tahu mhu buat apa.

ouh. Gimme bax my mood...

sedeyh tahap dewa nih! :(((((

abah.luv u!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH....

Yang ke 50.....

moga panjang umur n murah rezki.....:)

nurul syg abah sangat2....

I'll make u happy one DAY!

insyaAllah....Hopefully.....

=SORRY!! no present dis year..lalala~:D

.start.

welcome back to ktt...

new hope.new aim.new glory.

my a2 exam.

goin to start soon....

22/10/08..

hope evything alrite.

on my way to struggle n all out 4 dis.

=]..chaiyok3~

mood.rayer.

mmg pon...waaa!...da x de mood nak bukak bku...hatiku skang da ada kt

umah. fizikal je still kt ktt nih lgi...cmna nih..ishkk3....x bley2....fi3...cmana

pun...kna gak study keyh....jgn malas2....a2 dah nk dekat kan....x mo main2

lagi.... past years pon lom cover kan...tabahkan ati k...lgi 2bulan je A LEVEL

terchenta nih nak abeh...kn2? sebelum tu kna la struggle btol2...kan2???

hee~okayh~semangat...semangat keyh...lalalalaa~...

hurm..neway....ari nih....My lil cat Ah da mati sbb eksiden...waaa!! sedeyh....x smpai

setahun adik dy Boo mati.....:(...tnggal lah anak mereka Ipun dan Ipin

berdua...tanpa ibu dan ayah terchenta di hari raya...

Tenanglah kamu berdua di sana yea....hurm~fi3 akan rindu

ampa sangat2!...:(...

ipun dan ah.:(.fi3 sayang kamoo.

tomorrow.

Moga
esok
ada
sinar
lagi
untuk
fi3......

Like only a woman can.

I love dis song!

By Brian McFadden.

Guys out there.

DIs is wut woman are.

They love u deep in their heart.

Eventhough sometimes they can't really show it.:)

I wasn't perfect
I done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel
I wasn't looking for forgiveness
I wasn't laid up by my pride
Just shocked by her attention

Did someone sign me up for love?
I didn't want it
But now I can't live without it

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

She's kinda perfect
She's kinda everything I'm not
Yes, she's an angel
It's amazing how she's patient
Even more at times I'm not
She's my conscience

But who decided I'd be hers?
I want to hate them
Cause now I can't live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can

But who decided I'd be hers?
I want to hate them
Cause now I can't live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

nothing but nothing.

WiNDunYA pAda MeReKA.

mAU BaLeK!

:(..

saYa WinDu mErEkA.

• MaK
• AbAh
• Ina
• WaWa
• AdAM
• aLIfF

hurm.

life measures a heart.

never by its mistakes,

but always by its intentions.

today..nothing special happened.

oh ya.. i got my ielts results already.

band 7.0...

alhmdulillah.

hurm~

thanks to those ppl yg byk tolong fi3.

td x wut apa2 sgt.

study pn skit jer.

hee~

men game je byk.

BURGER SHOP.

nice game.

enjoy sgt.

ok.

dat's all.

DA~.;)

as simple as me~

Hurm...fi3 is here again. Here again to ngarut. to ngarut n to

ngarut.hoho.yeah. TRIAL baru je abeh. total feeling?

happy+nervous+cuaks+tatot+bersemangat! yang len terserah pada Dia... Aku

dah berusaha yg mana termampu.hurm.okeyh.skarang ni sebenarnya fi3 nak

ckp pasal benda len.i want to share about things that currently i addicted with.

yeah.i can say thing+ppl+job... Below are listed thing+job+ppl dat i madly in

love recently. Yeap. In love with those little thing make me forget a bit about

those A level stuff. Yeap. I need at least a moment to free up my mind totally

with dat stuff. juz a moment! he he....okeyh.let me list down.c ya. it would not

b a long list. trust me. hoho. juz as SIMPLE as me....

new novel to b read. best!xD

listening to music. really heaven.

sleeping.2nd best thing u can do when u get bored.hehe

jason mraz! my second bf! he he. :)

chubby.isn't a problem?

"There could be some friction in your place of work or group gathering today, and it will be up to you to take the middle ground. Pay attention to the minor details in connection with a major project, because it's the little things that will make the final picture work."

ABOVE ARE THE DAILY HOROSCOPE FOR TODAY.

group gathering? little things dat make final project work? Hurm. is it specifically about the gathering that we already done juz now? gathering to finish up all the left food kat rumah aimi? or gathering talking about that stuff called HERBALIFE? hurm. wuteva. I have another 5minutes to mengarut. have to continue study.:)..oryte. talking about those little thing, not really into dat HERBALIFE thing, but have some interest about dat stuff... lose weight...do i have to take that product to lose weight? or am I okay enuf with dis figure? ehem.i mean my latest figure.fi3's figure.gemukkah aku? chubbykah aku?tembamkah aku?

pic paling tembam aku penah amek.huhu

hurm~still curious. sometime raser dah okay.sometime raser gumuk.x tahu mna btol.mna
taknya.. suma benda aku bantai.list je aper.aku maen bedal jer. x pk langsung.below are list food dat make me more chubby:

• chocolate
• choki2
• lolipop
• over food during berbuker.
• roti biasa.bukan wholegrain.
• biskut2 or jajan
• eskrem.

tapi kan, suma makanan di atas aku suker...
cemana nih...huhu...tolong!....:D

l.o.v.e

Love is patient,

Love is kind,

It does not envy, It does not boast,

It is not proud, It is no rude,

It is not self- seeking, It is not easily angered...

It keeps no records of wrongs....

Love does not delight in evil

But rejoice with the truth...

It always protects, always trusts..

Always hopes, always preverse...


specially dedicated to those ppl i love.:)

LUCKY-Jason Mraz and Colbie Callait.

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

the night of joy+smelly.:)

here it is.not much to say.but have to say.waa! i've been prank by those ppl...yeap..those ppl who

love me.those ppl who cn't live without me.lalala~bercadang n berjaya mem prank kn budak cumel ini.huh? apakah... i was d victim...i'm innocent...okeyh..let's begin d story....tyme dlm 8.30cmtu, ekin siap2 la.aku tnya dy nk g aner.dy ckp nk p umah zaty.okeyh.no big deal.taperla.x expect pape pown. di satu saat yg sunyi saat aku tgh bru membuka bku math, tiba-tiba handphoneku berbunyi.(lagu thunder.by boys like girls).hurm.hati berdetik.sapakh yg menelefon.aku pn tgok la kat screen...hurm.superhero rupanya yang call.. hee...dy dtg ktt!! waa! tkejut sgt aku time tuh...dy ckp da dtg ari ni sptutny.tpi x jd.kna hntr abahny kt airport.okeyh.aku pn siap2 trun mhu jumpa dy.windu bangat! lalalalala...act, ni bkn termasuk dlm prank pn.sje nk citer.cz aku x SANGKA dy nk dtg..mish him like crazy.hehe.pastuh.aku twon n smbang2 dgn dy jap.dy kna cpt cz nk rush g airport laks.aku TERHARU sgt! dy bawak adiah utk aku.cumel...aku dpt 'Hana' dpd dy.nnt sy jga bek2 yea Hana tuh awk! hehe.orait.after say gudbye to him aku pn nek ats blek.mahu continue study.yela.ptg td asyik tito je.x bukak bku lngsung.okeyh.dat's it.aku pn mula la study.then mak aku call.ckp la sat.dy wish gudluk.rindu mak!hee...bila aku mahu duduk d ats kerusi mahu study arisya ckp la.
"fi3, kitorg ada wut bihun kt ko..n kek sket.utk bday ko.sorry la.sbb x prepare apa2."
aku pon membalas blek:
" eyh.taper la.tu pun dah kira okay sgt.thanks la sbb igt"
aku pn siap2 blik la.dgn memakai jeans kesayangan aku.tudung grey n bju kuningku.as if nothing would happen.x kesah pn..tetiba pintu rumah diketuk.okeyh.saper pulak la tuh.aku pn bukakla.ceyh.saspens jer.rupanya geng 7-1-1....
aku pn dibawa mcm puteri ke satu tmpt.iaitu di lorng azmi...ish3...bebudak nih,strategik sngguh tmpt...lalala...pastu nmpak la kelibat shidi, naqi,ayam n jenno.
mereka pun wish happy birthday kat aku.thanks a lot ya guys.then..aku pn dibawak ke tmpt mknn...lapar dah nih...tetiba lak...okeyh...pastu, tetiba tak disangka...shidi pnggil aku..pehal lak nih?? ishk33..saspens jer...hurm...aku pon g la...okeyh.dy nak bg adiah...aku pn nak amek la.tp yang aku plik apsal dy x lps2 adiah dr tngn dia? ckp nak bg hadiah kt aku?huhu..pastu aku amk la adiah tu.and tetiba!! aku rasa something yg skit kt blakang ku! aku rasa cecair di blakang ku..aqeous solution of sth..unknown..OMG!! jgn ckp ni prank!! pndai nyer bebudak nih..mmg prank pon..rupanya2, si naqi n aimi baling muntah buatan kat bju aku!! tidak! aku dah busuk...n bebudak len bling telor kt aku! boley bayang x? telor? wangi ke bushuk? of coz la bushuk bangat!hish!!! orayte...aku pn lari la dri situ....x mo kna lg...then nad pnggil..
"fi3, ktorng x buat dah. Jom la..mau mamam nih!'
aku x caya.takut diorng bling lg muntah busuk tu..pastu tah cmna aku tmakan pujuk gk..aku pn g la blik...n to my suprise, lagi skali aku kna bling dgn bnda tuh.sabar jela..huhu...itulah yg blku kpd aku ari tu.aku bling kat diorng diorng bling muntah bushuk kt aku.kesimpulannya, bju aku mmg kotor gila ah! hishhhh,,,,kna bsuh pulak..tp x per...sabar2..neway..thanks kengkawan! for dat 'lovely' suprise party...really appreciate it...syg korng sumer....esp: 3-2-a1...my rumie dayah, ousmate ekin n sya..tak lupa pd 7-1-1..nad,aimi,miyah,tiah...pada jejaka pilihan thanks gk! 'thanks sgt'..haha..shidi ( actor terbaik), naqi( si pembaling muntah bushuk), jenno n ayam...pada mierul plak.(jaga ko.aku x puas ati dgn ko! sikit pon x kena bju ko!! waa!aku akan bls dndm.hahahha)...thanks jugak pada sapa2 yg igt birthday aku...sayang anda sumer...jangan risau! fi3 akan jd matured x lama lg...:0..lalalala...pd superhero, thanks gak! snggup dtg..heee...fi3 SAYANG bangat anda sumer!!! emmmuaaah!!

settle one task.

Alhamdullilah. Thanks to Allah as

I have already done one of the test which is ielts test

today. Yeah. It involved speaking,listening, reading

and writing. What can I say? It is not too

hard..And not too easy. I juz follow the flow. And I

can do it. Hope my band that will come out

soon will make me smile again. Okeyh. Sudah

berbicara pasal i.e.l.t.s...They are lot more thing to

think..Which is A2 trial which will begin this

coming MONDAY. Harap dapat buat dgn baek

lah. The exam begins with pure maths 3... I love mr

razib! hehe... suker....lalala... orayt lah. since it

has been such a long time since i updated my daily

horoscope. hee..a bit busy with lots of thing...

But now i steal some free time juz to update all that.

ni permintaan ramai...haha [perasan!] Hurm.

Lately I'm juz wondering. Y ppl love to hide

something? Y dun ya tell da truth? It's better kn.Jgn

simpan dlm hati.Nanti merana! hurm.still

searching for the answer. Okayh. Dis is it. The daily

horoscope.

You just aren't sure what makes the most sense today, for you have temporarily lost your ability to analyze what's happening and to separate the facts from the fiction. You truly want to believe others now, which can set you up for disillusionment later on. Although you usually have good taste, current decisions made on subjective preference can lead you astray.

Hari ni aku malas nak komen paper... one thing that i can say is that... aku lapar neh. Waa.. Da ngarut

da..ishk3..:)

Guitar.

I'm happy to tell.

Happy to tell!

Someone sang me a song. HUrm. Not actually sang me a song.

He juz played me his guitar. Nice song indeed. He phoned juz to

let me hear his

new song! haha. Wut a NICE LIL BRO I have. :)..Proud of u

bro!..Btw, he

promised to treat me when he come back to Ktt dis Sunday.

I'll remember ur

PROMISE. Well, he's not my 'true' bro actually. But juz

pretending he is my

lovely nice true bro aite? hehehe..Duh...

Actually this is me. I do LOVE to hear ppl playing guitar

although I dun even

know how to hold the guitar. huahua. It doesn't matter.As

long as I'm

HAPPY..Yeah.I'm happy...Happy..Happy..Happy...Ouh. Actually

I do have

kinda

weird wish. I wish to learn how to play da thing dat

was played by P

Ramlee once upon a time. I can't recall d name. Yeah.True.It's

weird.A girl

like me who don't even have single experience in music want

to learn dat

thing.But dat is juz my wish. One of my wish dat I dun really

eager for it to

bcome true.huh.wuteva.As long as there is ppl who can cheer

me up with da

GUITAR SOUND, it is such a lil nice thing to me.:)

speaking is not dat hard fi3

Bein good to me. I will b good to u. No such thing as 'be nice even people are not nice towards us'.

I know something. This is what we called 0ne-to-one relationship. No matter what, one should

understand the other.Stop babbling. Today I've done my pre speaking test for my I.E.LT.S..huh.

Not a good try at all. So much 'erm' word i used while speaking. Miss Anujah said that i have the

idea but I paused too long with the word 'erm' to continue the next sentence. Hurm. I have to

improve a lot. Tomorrow I have 2 hours slot with her. I hope i really can do well. dat's it. Since

I.E.L.T.S is around the corner....I want to get at least band 7 during my exam. Wanna fly.

wanna fly.wanna fly....

wanna fly!

wanna fly!

wanna fly!!

wanna fly!!

YES, I will!!!!

:)

That's it. Da~

A.S....

RESULT???

daH kuar dah pon....not straight but I can say that it is juz a relief for me.

at least I dun have to repeat any paper. BUT have to study hard again. Have to struggle a lot.

A2 is just AROUND THE CORNER! go on girl. NEVER give up. You have another 2months to study

for A2....Berusahalah keyh....:)....BE THE BEST BEAT THE REST! :)

tenangkan hatiku Ya Allah!

Twakkul"Make du'a, do your best, And leave the rest to Allah"

Yeap. Tawakal is d only thing I can do right now. i can't bee too happy. I

can't be too sad. Everything has already been fated. MY RESULT.Wutever it is, I just

hope for d best. I can't turn back time. My results has already printed. Juz have to

wait. Really hope dat my results n oso my friend's are all flying colors. We've tried

for the best for about a year. It's time for the result of wut we've worked before.

Things will never CHANGE. I knew that. Fi3, dun think too much. Juz continue

studying for A2.. Mak abah, I hope I can make both of u proud of me. Really hope

so.:) But if something unexpected happen tomorow, one word I can say.SORRY:

I love both of u!!!! Sorry if i can't make both of u smile for da second time.:(

IF SOMETHING IS WRONG, FIX IT IF YOU CAN.BUT TRAIN YOURSELF NOT TO WORRY.
WORRY NEVER FIXES ANYTHING"

w.i.n.d.u!

MAMA AND ABAH
ADIK ALIFF
BOO DGN AH=IPUN
INA N ADAM
WA AND INA


Wa!!! windu mereka....hu3.....:(

e.m.p.t.i.n.e.s.s.:)

uargghh!!..

saya tatot!!

result kuar esok~

tawakal.doa.:)

harap2 okay.

wallahualam.

ari ni sy bgun lmbt. he3..kantoi di situ..:)..ntah mengapa cm malas gila

nak bgun wp bertimbun2 homework kna wut n kna study.lalala

tp tidak mengapa.masih ad masa utk mengarut.skang mata ak sudah

tp tak boley stop.harus study.mahu fly! flying without wings. he3.

ari ni ak masak sndirik.suatu perubahan yg bgus.tomyam.hehe.tp x de

la sedap pon.aku je snggup mkn.keyh2...wuteva.jnji hepy. lalalala~

neway aku tidak bpuas ati dgn adikku. ina.huih! x aci! dy cti tp ak tak!

kna duduk study lg.hehe. tapew2..jnji rock.la.mengarutnya aku.hu3.

hey aku happy! aku dapat lgu yg aku suka gila smlm... sgt best!

E.MP.T.Y by the click five. sedap gila lagu nih! bgi aku lar.tp lgu ni cm

besa ja tp tak mengapalah. janji aku suka. bawah ni aku letak lirik

dy..tgok la.kot2 best.hehe..

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

We're empty
We're empty

Or will we end up getting hurt
Is this love a myth
So tell me are you in for this
There's so much more than we can see
More than you
More than me
It takes two to believe!

Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why when you're young you fall in love

And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love [2x]

08.08.08..:)

Hey...

haha...

08/08/08.... kinda nice date... I love dis date... but nothing special happened today..

I wish i do have some sorts like memories.nice memories today.do i have one? i dun ave.

huhu.ouh.wut so eva.not so important.:)..okeyh.aku sgt bosan ari ni.

kenapakah?aku pun tidak tahu menahu apakah sebabnya.neway, i just learnt about meiosis today.

haha.i do LOVE DIS TOPIC!!! sbb best!

orait...there are 3 things that cause the variation of genetic materials during meiosis.

1) the crossing over during the late prophase 1

2)the independent assortment during the metaphase 1 when the chromosomes are arranged on

the equator.

3)the different genetically gametes of the parents...

that is one part of wut i've learnt today.hurm.beruntungnya aku dilahirkan cmni.

sempurna pancaindera.aku harus bersyukur. Yeappy, bersyukur...

Okies. Horoscope for today::

1)This is a time of great personal change.

Hurm.Ntah lar... I have to change!! really have to..Lately i am so lazy.doin any kind of works.even

to sit for 2hours to study.huh? i dun even can't do that.if doin so i will become sleepy and as a

result i have to drink coffee...coffee..coffee....it's not so good for my health. but wut to do. dat's

the only way for me to keep my eyes fresh.sometime i feel a bit jealous to those people who can

study without feeling sleepy n wutso eva...hu3..but no matter wut, i do have to change!

chaiyok2!!Xp

2)You become tired of your role in life, and you are very sensitive to habits, customs, and social requirements that hide the "real you".

I'm not tired.i enjoyed myself....but then sometimes i do feel like I have to change to something new.

a better one.About hiding the real me, i dunno if actually i do hide myself.ouh.yeah.to certain time n

condition, i hide who am i actually...cz i dun want to create any problems wit those ppl.

Regarding bout da statement above, i think i should have take a deep breath n sit n do find da

solutions to this.:)

3) You feel as though you have been drifting along with the tide and following the crowd for too long, and your inner needs and motivations must assert themselves more strongly.

am i? juz following those ppl? am i? juz accept wuteva they said to me?kinda.hurm.malas nak pk...

but anyhow, i want my freedom back! :(

Okay, have to stop now. preparing to go to giant...

yeah!!! miss those fud...hu3....stock sudey abesh!! Xp

::stop.n stare..no turning back::

Wah3.

Lamanya sayer tidak menulis coretan hidup ini dalam chocolate.yeap.not much to say.i'm

kinda bz thou.lots of things.homework la.n bla2..well...but now.i got some extra time for today's

horoscope:

Check it out ya...specially for Virgorian.

who is me.n other ppl out there.dunno.kinda lonely lately.okeyh2.stop babbling.dis is wut is my

prediction.dunno if it is actually correct or not.



1) You could so easily lose patience with anyone whose reactions don't seem fast enough.
Hurm.dis is correct statement.i do lose patience wit those ppl.y? susah sgt ka nak admit?susah

sgt nk bg reaction? fi3 x mntak pape pn..juz a fast n quick reaction.dat's all.berubahlah k..:)




2)You might also walk away from someone who appears too emotionally vulnerable for you to cope with at present – a work colleague perhaps.
This one is also correct.bu actually i dun really noe wut's emotionally vulnerable means.da

definition can be anything.too general. Yeah.i dun like ppl who is hard for me to approach.

it's also hard for me to create a joke then.coz they r too serious! i do have heart.dun ave to b too

serious wit me...i'm okay.:)





3)It may be that you need to look over the relationship precipice before you decide just how much effort you're prepared to put into a particular union.
huh...napa mesti aku je yg kena look over bnda nih?? owg len x payah??? dis is a 2 ways

relationship....sometimes they r some ppl dat i can't even understand wut they r talking about.

they are some sort like pretending...dun want to juz straight to the point. dis tends to mke me

a bit blurr about those relationship...but seriously afta dis, i dun even wut to prepare for dat

kinda relationship.nokthah...




4)Just as others are leaning on you however, you too might need support to get a message across. You may feel your concerns have been going unnoticed.
Yeah.correct! :) read dis ppl read this...:) i need someone for giving me dat support...dun blame me if i become heartless!!! :P

Do u need to write these?

*math:complex number
*chem:group II,IV,& ....
*bio:homeostasis
*fizik:quantum number...

Hehe...Saja ja gediks side of fi3...List weekend nih...Wah3....Quite pack....Oh lupe laks...Another extra things to do : 27 dresses movie....he3...and oso hurm...kungfu panda? We'll c then..Bukan apa....Cz igt next week nk bg blik hard disc owg len..Dah ckup syukur aku pinjam lebih dpd sbulan...Since cuti ari tuh...Tiba lah masa untuk aku bg balik kt dy...huhu...

Ari ni? Nothing special hppened..Juz a bit dissapointed coz ma bio class cncelled..Baru smgt nk blaja bio...N jd professional balik....:))..Ngee~~ Ngada2 je fi3...huhu...Benda laen go on cm biasa...Cuma ari nih aku tuwon men ptg...wah3..prubahan...Harus share dgn ampa sumer...hik3....Men bdminton....A bit gila gk la...cz da lma x tuwon...Men cam hampeh je td...Aku la...Dak2 tuh ok je...hihi."Movement byk sgt la fi3!"...Comment budak2 tu la...Apa da...



Haha...Almost forget...Today's horoscope::


i) It`s another day for using your imagination and doing the job more creatively.
(Bukan aku kreatif ke? Y kena doin job more creatively lg? huhu...mmg aku creative..Creative ngarut...Conteng meja bila aku buhsan tyme lecturer ajar..Haha..Kantoi di situ..Opss...Psal imagination aku x sure..Yang pasti, I do enjoy day dream!! Ala2 angan mat jenin la kot..AKu suka sgt brangan...Wpun sgt lah x logik bila dipikirkan,,,,Serious..Kinda weird cz usually a girl wit da same age of me x brangan cm kanak2 tadika like for example berangan kahwin dgn prince raja!! Haha..No doubt fi3!! Mmg weird pown..ngee~~But I'll try...B more creative than before...Creatve thinking...Positive side ya gal!)

ii) Household and local chores are well aspected in the afternoon, and the evening hours are tranquil.
(pasal ni x nak x nak comment byk sgt...I juz want to stress about da scond part of dat sentence...Dis evening hours...Mmg tranquil...Cz i dun even have class! Heaven isn't it...Bley la sambung novel 5thun 5bulan tu smbil ngarut dgn bebudak tu pasal tah papa yg x masuk akal...Pasal mcd paksa aimi wut tomyam...x ke pelik nye discussion ke tu? hulala....)

iii) You can reach solutions by being honest and facing up to what you must do.

( Bout dis part..Really interesting for discussion....I alwayz try to b honest..Now and forever..As usual fi3 is tryin to b honest...But then...Aku pulak yg kena tipu...Damn la...(x bek la guna word tu) Okay.stop.a bit emo.ntah la...bila aku honest,owg x honest..Cmna tu? Haruskah aku dipersalahkan? Cukup2 la tuh..Sian tear glands aku release tears...Not a drop but byk gk amount dy....X nak lg bg tear glands aku keja kuat..Meaning no more tears la!btul.fulstop.)

La...Da abeh dah la...k...itu je utk ari ni..huh...Lpa...Today's quote:: Knowledge is the arrival of meaning....

Ease my worries?

Hari nie? hurm... X taw apa lagi yg aku nak ngrut...Aku penat la..Aku x mau merungut...Tapi mmg aku penat pun..."B professional plz."..I still remember that sentence..Betulkah aku x professional? Napakah aku dikatakan x professional? Is it cz of my way of thinking? Or my style of settle all my tasks..Pape je lah...Malas nak pikir..

Ari ni hari yg not-so-okay for me..I dunno y...Dgn mimpi2 yg pelik lately...Warghhh!! Takutnya...Mintak simpang la mimpi tu jadi realiti...Mlm ni gt clas cm bese...Physics...hurm..nice subject but til now i dunno how to actually master dis lovely subject....I'm going to it.....Hopefully dapat la buat.....

K..Lets talk bout other thing...Dis is today's prediction..sorts of la....

(i)This is an excellent day for pushing ahead in financial, industrial, and employment matters. (excellent day? hurm..I dun think so...I'm being a bit messy today.In class, I mean. )

(ii)Avoid anything that may bring on mental depression during the late afternoon and evening. (Ya Allah..I'm trying.to avoid sumer bnda tuh.mental depression? huih.X dela smpai cmtu skali.ngee~)

(iii) Phone conversations with intimate friends can ease your worries..
(Hurm..Yang ni mmg slah aku pon.Smlm Awie call...Aku malas nak angkat cz tgh revise...Kna ka sembang gk utk ease ma worries neh? Actually aku tunggu owg len utk call...Sob2..:((..Hah? NO fi3...Lupakan.....Plz2....)



Itulah secara rambangnya ari ni nyer horoscope...Mmg btol pn aku tgh worry skarang nie..Dunno wut's da reasons...Maybe sbb results aku kot..Ntah!! Buntu la,..Jap ag nk g kls Chem...Harap mood aku okay after dis...No more worry.Stay happy..Oh not to forget...
Today's quote....." I ain't affected by those harmless flirt!! I am!!! Fullstop!"

LeLaKi ItU..:))

Seorang lelaki yang aku idamkan
Ialah seorang buta,bisu, bakhil dan papa…
Biarlah dia seorang yang buta
Buta, Kerana matanya sunyi daripada melihat perkara-perkara maksiat dan lagha
Kerana matanya terpelihara daripada memandang aurat wanita ajnabi
Asalkan kedua matanya terang dalam memerhatikan keagungan ciptaan Allah
Asalkan dia celik dalam melihat kesengsaraan umat Islam di Palestin, Ambon, Bosnia dan seumpananya

Biarlah dia seorang bisu
Bisu, Bisu daripada pujuk rayu yang bisa menggoncang keimanan
Bisu daripada mengungkapkan ucapan yang bisa meracun fikiran
Bisu daripada perkataan yang bisa mendatangkan kekufuran
Asalkan bibirnya sentiasa basah mengingat Tuhan
Asalkan lidahnya tidak pernah lekang dari membaca Al-Quran
Asalkan dia petah membangkang kemungkaran
Dan lantang menyuarakan kebenaran

Lelaki yang aku idamkan ialah seorang yg bakhil
Bakhil, Bakhil dalam memberi senyuman
Pada wanita yang bukan mahramnya
Bakhil dalam meluangkan masa bertemu janji dengan wanita ajnabi yang boleh dinikahinya
Bakhil untuk menghabiskan wang hanya kerana seorang wanita yang tidak sepatutnya
Tetapi dia begitu pemurah meluangkn masanya untuk beribadah kepada Khaliqnya
Dia begitu pemurah untuk mempertahankan aqidahnya
Pemurah dalam memberi nasihat dan teguran
Sehingga dia sanggup menggadaikan hartanya
Bahkan nyawanya sendiri untuk melihat kalimah LAILAHAILALLAH
Kembali megah di muka bumi



Lelaki yang aku idamkan adalah seorang yang papa
Papa, Papa dalam melakukan perkara maksiat
Papa dalam ilmu-ilmu yang tak berfaedah dan bermanfaat
Papa memiliki akhlak mazmumah
Tapi dia cukup kaya dalam pelbagai ilmu pengetahuan
Dia begitu kaya memiliki ketinggian akhlak dan budi pekerti yang mulia
Dia begitu kaya dengan sifat sabar dalam mengharungi tribulasi kehidupannya
Dan dia seorang yang kaya dalam membina jati diri
Dia mahu menjadi seorang syuhada
Yang syahid di jalan Maha Esa

Persoalannya...

Masih adakah lelaki idaman itu??

Aku Rindu Dia....

It's been about a month since Boo has left us..She died bcause of being hitten by a car.(I guess). I miss her!! So much...:((...Boo is ma cat..Ma lovely cat...Da most cute cat I ever have. Dunno why is dis happen to her. She kinda cat dat followd everything I asked her to do...She had a lil brother named Ah and oso a kitten named Ipun.. Pity u guys coz Boo have already gone...

Boo sangat baik..X byk songeh...Even dy nak buang pun dy masuk toilet..X pnah pun dy buang merata-rata...Oh Boo...Napa tinggalkn kami sumer...hurm....:((..Boo ada stu habit...Yang aku akan igt smpai bila2...Bila aku or adik2 aku especially wawa nak study, dy akan naik n duduk atas buku ktorng..sgt cumel...then dy akan wut bunyi cumel suh ktorng belai dy...I missd dat moment...
Pnah satu ari tyme aku blik cuti...Dy gaduh dgn Ah.. x tw la sbb apa...Habis bulu dy..Dah x cumel...Tpi dy ttp tabah. Dy lari kat ktorng n asked for attention.She kinda cute when doin dat!

Entah cmna dy ter'pregnant'...Opss..Sbb aku x tw pon sapa bapaknya..And dy pon dpt 3ekor anak..Sumer cumel.(bak kata adik aku la..aku x smpt tgok sbb jauh)..Tpi yg dpt hidup Ipun je...Ipun tu jantan la..Ipun ni ganas...bkn ganas la..Cm nakal2 skit...dy suke men2 dgn mama dy...which is Boo...Dy lompat2 ats Boo tpi Boo tgok je..And then bila anak dy penat dy bg susu...Sgt cumel...I damn missed her!!! :(...N now..she's gone..Ipun x dpt nak minum susu mama dy lagi..Ah x dpt nk gaduh dgn dy lagi..And ma adik2 n I x kan kena kaco lg tyme nak study..

Memori tu x akan aku lupa...Sampai bila2...Boo....We all mish u ma dear!!!! :((

Giant ke doraemon?

Stop!! " U have to make a list fi3!" List of wut? Hurm.... LIst brg la.. Hehe...Ye r..Today ma ousmate n I decided to go to Giant.The foodstock already finished! Not even one packet left..Hehe..I luv to EAT!!! Itulah fi3...nak wt cmna....hehe...Btw, yeap.list da buwat.suke!at least i won't spend too much money.yeah.suke!x de la lebey badjet.yeah.usually, at least more than rm70 mst abeh kalo kuar.da insap!!x mo wt cmtu lagi..

Okay...kol 3.00 geraklah ktorng ke giant.giant di nilai.stu stunya tmpt yg dkt dgn ktt utk shopping mknn...besa la. skali skala kuar.tpi ari ni ad kls.rplcment kls...for hari raya holidays.but i jst hve 1 class.chemistry class with miss Aqilah..Suka chem. :))

Tibanya di Giant....first thing first...cucuk ah apa g..duit tadak..hahahah.then kebetulan tmpt weighing tu sblah atm machine je.apa lagi.tmbang ar brat. 20sen. No big deal la. Hehe...But seriously I juz glanced to the screen... Oh no. **.* Kg... Hurm... so-so la... Still ideal BMI... Okay...but then still have to diet.. X mo gemuk!! Yang Arisya lak hepy giler cz brat bdn dy turun.Mission accomplshed!!COngratz girl!! :))


Maka masuklah ktorng ke Giant... Melihatkan barang2 yg byk...mataku mnjadi blink2!! nak bli mana nih... Serious.. Suma ni godaan..Fi3 jgn spend byk sgt.Remember. U gt list! Yeah.bru igt..hehe.The list was in ma pocket. Maka aku ambil lah list tu da mula mencari barang2 itu.hehehe.

Kesimpulannya, aku BERJAYA!! Berjaya fight ma lust... Finally...:)) RM64..Not bad..

Day by day

Today? Hurm... As usual, I'm still happy even I got lots of thing to do. Yeah.Happy=Fi3...is it? hehe..nevermind lah...The thing is that, today lots of things happened dat make me think twice whether i actually matured enuf to face all kinda situation? Yeah, physically i'm a matured girl already.and guess wut..even ma best friend thought that i'm one of da lecturer when we didnt even noe each other!OMG! How could dat be? X nak tua!!

Haha...K...Let's stop about this thing...I have to b quick.cz after dis, kna wat m.e....A lvl students who take math noe wut it is...:))...Kna submit sok lak tu...I can imagine how late am I goin to sleep today...But doin math is actually fun...dunno why..it's like u release a bit of ur tension there...hurm simply said DOING MATH MAKES ME RELIEVED!!

Msti lepas nih Mr Razib berbangga dengan aku..hehehe...Okay...Semangat fit!!
Caiyok2...huuhuu..K la, dunno wut to ngarut lagi...Juz wanna share with ya guys dat i really love dis song...By AGNES MONICA entitled MATAHARIKU...

Tertutup Sudah Pintu, Pintu Hatiku
Yang Pernah Dibuka Waktu Hanya Untukmu
Kini Kau Pergi Dari Hidupku
Kuharus Relakanmu Walau Aku Tak Mau

Berjuta Warna Pelangi Di Dalam Hati
Sejenak Luluh Bergeming Menjauh Pergi
Tak Ada Lagi Cahaya Suci
Semua Nada Beranjak Aku Terdiam Sepi

Dengarlah Matahariku, Suara Tangisanku
Kubersedih Karna Panah Cinta Menusuk Jantungku
Ucapkan Matahariku Puisi Tentang Hidupku
Tentangku Yang Tak Mampu Menaklukkan Waktu

Talking about dis song, somehow it is a bit related to ma lyfe..Hey! I'm not dat romantic...
Seriously...But dis is kinda have its own deep meaning about MATAHARI...Haha...How matahari can relate to our life...Hurm...wierd yet fun!! ENJOY!!

Task by task...*sigh*

Homework ielts to be submitted!=))
Miscellaneous to be completed...
Bio test (energy and respiration n photosynthesis)

Hey... I'm damn bored ryte now.. Should have class ryte now but then it's cancelled at last minute...
Oh, and guess wut? I just knew when ma ousmate and I were on our ways to the Du...SANGAT PENAT!! But then it's okay...X de rezki nak jumpa ustaz tu lagi..Hehe..Dah2 forget bout all stuff...Lately I have lots lots lots of homework to be completed...Bkn skit2 byk gak la...But then i noe it's all bcoz of ma exm A2 which is around da corner! sgt takut... harap2 i can cope well with this new way of study...Many chapters must be covered for all the subjects.....

For the time being, I juz have bout 3months left to struggle for this exam...I should be able to do well though....Nak fly...nak fly....huhuhuhu....


Nah....Talking bout exam, list preps tu dah kuar...X tw la nama aku ada ke x...kadang 2 aku nak sgt ada...tpi kadang x yah pun x pe...hihi....

K lah...
Dis are my aims for this sem... HArap dapat ikut!!

• Complete all da homework keh...hehe
• Less sleeping hours..:))
• No fooling around..
• No movies.no novels.
• Study.study.study.
• Less on9.
• less talking.less gossiping.
• Less msging.
• hurm.igt diet k!
• Live life to da fullest!

Junior owh Junior...

Ni lah air vee banje...hehe
Burger daging yang sedap...tinggal plastik jew..

Hey ya... It's already 1.02 in da morning.. I still can't sleep...Got to wait to download boria dance from internet... Kalo cepat x per gak...Nih lambat nak mampos... Hurm..Ni suma sbb junior ku yg kucintai...diorng yg nak perform aku pulak Vee..huuuu...Sedap gak air orange tuh,,aku x pernah rasa pon..Besanya malas nak beli...Tapi dah ada orang belanja amek jelahh...hihi...
Skang ni aku x boleyh tidor lg...kna pk steps tuk diorng...
x taw...syer blank...lupa nak gtaw....td aku beli burger...thanks to abg burger...dah lama burger x der...wndu lar...ngeh3....:)...k...dah nantok...zzzzzzzz...